I stared at him. He stood before me, motionless, with a mocking smile
in his eyes; but for all that, for a moment I had an inkling of a
fiery, tortured spirit, aiming at something greater than could be
conceived by anything that was bound up with the flesh. I had a
fleeting glimpse of a pursuit of the ineffable. I looked at the man
before me in his shabby clothes, with his great nose and shining eyes,
his red beard and untidy hair; and I had a strange sensation that it
was only an envelope, and I was in the presence of a disembodied
spirit.
“Let us go and look at your pictures,” I said.
Chapter XLII
I did not know why Strickland had suddenly offered to show them to me.
I welcomed the opportunity. A man’s work reveals him. In social
intercourse he gives you the surface that he wishes the world to
accept, and you can only gain a true knowledge of him by inferences
from little actions, of which he is unconscious, and from fleeting
expressions, which cross his face unknown to him. Sometimes people
carry to such perfection the mask they have assumed that in due course
they actually become the person they seem. But in his book or his
picture the real man delivers himself defenceless. His pretentiousness
will only expose his vacuity. The lathe painted to look like iron is
seen to be but a lathe. No affectation of peculiarity can conceal a
commonplace mind. To the acute observer no one can produce the most
casual work without disclosing the innermost secrets of his soul.
As I walked up the endless stairs of the house in which Strickland
lived, I confess that I was a little excited. It seemed to me that I
was on the threshold of a surprising adventure. I looked about the room
with curiosity. It was even smaller and more bare than I remembered it.
I wondered what those friends of mine would say who demanded vast
studios, and vowed they could not work unless all the conditions were
to their liking.
“You’d better stand there,” he said, pointing to a spot from which,
presumably, he fancied I could see to best advantage what he had to
show me.
“You don’t want me to talk, I suppose,” I said.
“No, blast you; I want you to hold your tongue.”
He placed a picture on the easel, and let me look at it for a minute or
two; then took it down and put another in its place. I think he showed
me about thirty canvases. It was the result of the six years during
which he had been painting. He had never sold a picture. The canvases
were of different sizes. The smaller were pictures of still-life and
the largest were landscapes. There were about half a dozen portraits.
“That is the lot,” he said at last.
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