Fantasy fiction; Poetry; Science fiction; Short stories
"He often came to see me, and after the first hectic discussions he
didn't talk much. There was no noticeable change in him--a little more
abstracted perhaps. He would walk in the street or come into a room
with a quick look round him, and sometimes for no earthly reason he
would swerve. Did you ever watch a cat crossing a room? It sidles
along by the furniture and walks over an open space of carpet as if it
were picking its way among obstacles. Well, Hollond behaved like that,
but he had always been counted a little odd, and nobody noticed it but
me.
"I knew better than to chaff him, and had stopped argument, so there
wasn't much to be said. But sometimes he would give me news about his
experiences. The whole thing was perfectly clear and scientific and
above board, and nothing creepy about it. You know how I hate the
washy supernatural stuff they give us nowadays. Hollond was well and
fit, with an appetite like a hunter. But as he talked,
sometimes--well, you know I haven't much in the way of nerves or
imagination--but I used to get a little eerie. Used to feel the solid
earth dissolving round me. It was the opposite of vertigo, if you
understand me--a sense of airy realities crowding in on you-crowding
the mind, that is, not the body.
"I gathered from Hollond that he was always conscious of corridors and
halls and alleys in Space, shifting, but shifting according to
inexorable laws. I never could get quite clear as to what this
consciousness was like. When I asked he used to look puzzled and
worried and helpless. I made out from him that one landmark involved a
sequence, and once given a bearing from an object you could keep the
direction without a mistake. He told me he could easily, if he wanted,
go in a dirigible from the top of Mont Blanc to the top of Snowdon in
the thickest fog and without a compass, if he were given the proper
angle to start from. I confess I didn't follow that myself. Material
objects had nothing to do with the Spacial forms, for a table or a bed
in our world might be placed across a corridor of Space. The forms
played their game independent of our kind of reality. But the worst of
it was, that if you kept your mind too much in one world you were apt
to forget about the other and Hollond was always barking his shins on
stones and chairs and things.
"He told me all this quite simply and frankly. Remember his mind and
no other part of him lived in his new world. He said it gave him an
odd sense of detachment to sit in a room among people, and to know that
nothing there but himself had any relation at all to the infinite
strange world of Space that flowed around them. He would listen, he
said, to a great man talking, with one eye on the cat on the rug,
thinking to himself how much more the cat knew than the man."
"How long was it before he went mad?" I asked.
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