Her thoughts went back to that evening when she and St. John had sat
talking together by the firelight in the West Parlour. Yes, she had
known--ever since then--that the Dark Angel was drawing near. And now,
now that she realised her old friend had stepped painlessly and
peacefully across the border-line which divides this world we know from
that other world whose ways are hidden from our sight, it came upon her
less as a shock than as the inevitable ending of a long suspense.
"I wish--I wish I'd seen him just once more," she said wistfully.
"To--to say good-bye."
Kitty searched the depths of her bag and withdrew a sealed envelope.
"I think he must have known that," she said gently. "He left this to
be given to you."
She gave the letter into the girl's hands and, signing to Penelope to
follow her, quitted the room, leaving Nan alone with her dead.
In the silence of the empty room Nan read the last words, of her
beloved Uncle David that would ever reach her.
"I think this is good-bye, Nan," he had written. "But don't grieve
overmuch, my dear. If you knew how long a road to travel it has seemed
since Annabel went away, you would be glad for me. Will you try to be?
Always remember that the road was brightened by many flowers along the
wayside--and one of those flowers has been our good friendship, yours
and mine. We've been comrades, Nan, which is a far better thing than
most relatives achieve. And if sometimes you feel sad and miss the old
friendship--as I know you will--just remember that I'm only in the next
room. People are apt to make a great to-do about death. But, after
all, it's merely stepping from one of God's rooms into the next.
"I don't want to talk much about money matters, but I must just say
this--that all I have will be yours, just as all my heart was yours.
"I hope life will be kind to you, my dear--kinder than you hope or
expect."
There were many who would find the world the poorer for lack of the
kindly, gallant spirit which had passed into "God's next room," but to
Nan the old man's death meant not only the loss of a beloved friend,
but the withdrawal from her life of a strong, restraining influence
which, unconsciously to herself, had withheld her from many a rash
action into which her temperament would otherwise have hurried her.
It seemed a very climax of the perversity of fate that now, at the very
moment when the pain and bitterness of things were threatening to
submerge her, Death's relentless fingers should snatch away the one man
on earth who, with his wise insight and hoarded experience of life,
might have found a way to bring peace and healing to her troubled soul.
She spent the rest of the day quietly in her room, and when she
reappeared at dinner she was perfectly composed, although her eyes
still bore traces of recent tears. Against the black of the simple
frock she wore, her face and throat showed pale and clear like some
delicate piece of sculpture.
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