The nurse recalled very vividly the picture of her patient when she had
endeavoured to dissuade him from this second interview--his white,
rather drawn face and the eyes which blazed feverishly at her beneath
their penthouse brows.
"You've got to let me see my best girl to-day, nurse," he had said,
forcing a smile. "After that you shall have your own way and work your
wicked will on me."
And the nurse, thinking that perhaps a visit from his "best girl" might
help to allay the new restlessness she found in him, had yielded,
albeit somewhat reluctantly.
"Oh, Roger!" With a low cry of dismay Nan ran to the bed and slipped
down on her knees beside it.
"It's a rotten bit of luck, isn't it?" he returned briefly.
She expected the fierce clasp of his arms about her and had steeled
herself to submit to his kisses without flinching. But he did not
offer to kiss her. Instead, pointing to a chair, he said quietly:
"Pull up that chair--I'm sorry I can't offer to do it for you!--and sit
down."
She obeyed, while he watched her in silence. The silence lasted so
long that at last, finding it almost unbearable, she broke it.
"Roger, I'm so--so grieved to see you--like this." She leaned forward
in her chair, her hands clasped tightly together. "But don't give up
hope yet," she went on earnestly. "You've only had one specialist's
opinion. He might easily be wrong. After a time, you may be walking
about again as well as any other man. I've heard of such cases."
"And I suppose you're banking on the hope that mine's one of them, so
that you'll not be tied to a helpless log for a husband. Is that it?"
She shrank back, hurt to the core of her. If he were to be always like
this--prey to a kind of ferocious suspicion of every word and act of
hers, then the outlook for the future was dark indeed. The burden of
it would be more than she could bear.
Roger, seeing her wince, gestured apologetically.
"I didn't mean quite all that," he said quickly. "I'm rather like a
newly-caged wild beast--savage even with its keeper. Still, any woman
might be forgiven for preferring to marry a sound man rather than a
cripple. You're ready to go on with the deal, Nan?"
"Yes, I'm ready," she answered in a low voice.
"Have you realised all it means? I'm none too amiable at the best of
times"--grimly. "And my temper's not likely to improve now I'm tied by
the leg. You'll have to fetch and carry, and put up with all the whims
and tantrums of a very sick man. Are you really sure of yourself?"
"Quite sure."
His hawk's eyes flashed over her face, as though he would pierce
through the veil of her grave and tranquil expression.
"Even though Peter Mallory's free to marry you now?" he demanded
suddenly.
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