China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
From that day on the mother knew the two were masters in the house.
The eldest son was not less kind than usual and he did his work well
and took the money into his own hand. It was true he did not spend it,
nor did his wife, for the two were a saving pair, but they were man and
wife and this their house and land, and to them the mother was but the
old woman in the house. It was true that if she spoke of field or seed
and of all the labor that she knew so well because it had been hers,
they let her speak, but yet when she had finished it was as though she
had not spoken, and they made their plans and carried all on as they
liked. It seemed to her she was nothing any more, her wisdom less than
nothing in the house that had been hers.
Very bitter was it for anyone to bear and when the new room was made
and the pair moved into it, the mother muttered to the blind girl who
slept beside her, “I never saw such finicking as this, as though the
honest smell of beasts was poison! I do swear they made that room so
they could be away from us and talk their plans we cannot hear. They
never tell me anything. It is not the beasts--it is that your brother
loves her shamefully. Yes, they care nothing for you or for your little
brother, nor even for me, I know.” And when the girl did not answer she
said, “Do you not think so, too, my maid? Am I not right?”
Then the maid hesitated and she said after a while out of the darkness,
“Mother, it is true I have something to say I would say and yet I
would not, lest it grieve you.”
Then the mother cried out, “Say on, child. I am used to grief, I think.”
And then the maid asked in a small sad voice, “Mother, what will you do
with me, blind as I am?”
Now all this time the mother had not thought otherwise than that this
maid would live on here with her a while at least and she said in
surprise, “What do you mean, my maid?”
And the maid said, “I do not mean my brother’s wife is not kind--she is
not cruel, mother. But I think she does not dream you will not wed me
soon. I heard her ask my little brother but the other day where I was
betrothed, and when he said I was not she said surprised, ‘A great maid
to be without a mother-in-law still.’”
“But you are blind, child,” said the mother, “and it is not so easy to
wed a blind maid.”
“I know it,” said the maid gently. And after a while she spoke again,
and this time as though her mouth were very dry and as though her
breath came hot. “But you know there are many things I can do, mother,
and there may be some very poor man, a widower, perhaps, or some such
poor man who would be glad of the little I could do if he need pay
nothing for me, and then would I be in my own house and there would be
someone if you were gone whom I could care for. Mother, I do not think
my sister wants me.”
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