China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Nevertheless the mother wilfully would not for long do anything to wed
the maid. She told herself and told the maid and told her younger son
and her cousin’s wife and any who would listen to her that she was not
so old yet she could not have her own way and not so old she had no
place in the house and not so old she could be bid like any child to do
this or that or what she did not wish to do. She set herself against
her son and son’s wife in this and herself she guarded the maid well
and saw that nothing was done amiss to her nor that she was deprived of
anything the others had.
But as the son’s wife grew more accustomed she grew more plain in
speech and more complaining and courtesy dropped from her. She often
said now where others heard her or when the women sat together about
some door in the sun and sewed in company or had some gathering such
as women love, then she said, “What I shall do when children come I do
not know, seeing how I have to sew for all these in the house now. My
mother grows old and I know it is my duty to do for her and be her eyes
and hands and feet and all she needs. I have been taught so, and so I
do and I hope I am always careful of my duty. But here this hungry
second lad is and he does nothing, and here worse than he, for some day
he must wed and his wife will work to feed and clothe him, here is this
blind maid not wed and I do wonder if she is to be my care her whole
life long, for her mother will not wed her.”
Such words as these she said and others like them and those who heard
stared at the blind maid if she were by so that she even felt their
gaze and hung her head ashamed to live as such a burden. And sometimes
this one spoke or that one and said, “Well and there are many blind and
some families teach their blind to tell fortunes or some such thing and
earn a penny now and then. Yes, the blind often have an inward seeing
eye and they can see things we cannot and their blindness is even a
power to them so that other people fear them for it. This maid might be
taught to soothsay or some such thing.”
And others said, “But there are poor houses, too, where they have a son
and no money to wed him with and they will take a fool or a blind maid
or one halt or dumb and count her better than none if they can get her
for nothing for their son.”
Then the son’s wife said discontentedly, “I wish I knew some such one,
and if you hear of any, neighbors, I would take it for a kindness if
you would tell me so.” And being kind they promised the young wife, and
they agreed that truly it was hard when money was so scarce and times
so poor that she must feed this extra mouth that properly belonged
elsewhere.
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