China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Well, but there was her younger son, and as she sat she thought of him
more often, for she loved him still the best of all her children. Into
her emptiness he came now and then, and with his coming brought her
only brightness. When he came she rose and came out of her bleakness
and smiled to see his good looks. He was the fairest child she had, as
like his father as a cockerel is like a cock who fathered him, and he
came in at ease nowadays, and not fearing his elder brother as once he
did, for he had some sort of work in town that brought him in a wage.
Now what this work was he never clearly said, except that it brought
him in so well that sometimes he had a heap of money, and sometimes he
had none, although he never showed this money to his brother, except
in the good clothes he wore. But there were times when he was free and
filled with some excitement and then he pressed a bit of silver into
his mother’s hand secretly and said, “Take it, mother, and use it for
yourself.”
Then the mother took the silver and praised the lad and loved him, for
the elder son never thought to put a bit of money in her hand; since he
had been master he kept all his silver for his own. Well fed she always
was and she ate heartily as she was able for she loved her food, and
better than she had ever been she was with this son’s wife to clothe
her and make all she needed, and even her burial garments were made and
ready for her, though she did not think to die yet for a long time.
Anything she asked for they let her have, a pipe to comfort her, and
good shredded tobacco and a sup of yellow wine made hot. But they did
not think to put a bit of silver in her hand and say, “Use it for any
little thing you wish,” and she knew, if she had asked for it the son
and his wife would look at each other and say, one or the other of
them, “But what would you buy--do we not give you everything?” So when
the younger son brought her the bit of silver she loved him for it more
than all else the other two did for her, and she kept it in her bosom
and when the night came she rose and hid it in the hole.
But still he was not often where she could see him and there upon the
empty threshing-floor the two women sat, mother and son’s wife, and
to the mother it seemed all the house was full of emptiness. She sat
and sighed and smoked her pipe and all she had to do these days was
to think of her life, or nearly all, for there was that one thing she
would not think of willingly, and when she did it brought her blind
maid to her mind and she never could be sure the two were not linked
somehow in the hands of the gods. Sometimes she would have gone to
some temple to seek a comfort of some sort, though what she did not
know, but there was the old sin and it seemed late now to seek for
forgiveness and she let it be and sighed and spoke of her blind maid
sadly sometimes.
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