China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
But she spoke no more of heats, for she feared to have the cousin’s
wife bring up again that old ill done, although the cousin’s wife was
the kindest soul and never all these years had made a difference of it,
and if she had even told her man then the mother never knew she did. If
it had not been for these two sorrows that she had, the blind maid and
that her son had no sons, she might have forgotten it herself, so far
away the days of her flesh seemed now. Yes, she might have forgotten
it if she had not feared it had been sin and these two sorrows the
punishment for it.
But there her life was, and the maid was blind and gone now and there
was no child, and only the beasts about and the dog and even these she
dared not feed.
There was only this good thing nowadays, she thought, and it was that
her two sons did not quarrel so much. The elder was satisfied and
master in the house, and the younger had his own place somewhere, and
when he came home and went away again, the most the elder son did was
to say with feeble scorn, “I wonder where my brother gets those good
clothes he wears and what the work is that he does. I cannot wear
clothes like his and I work bitterly. He seems to have money somehow. I
hope he is not in some band of town thieves or something that will drag
us into trouble if he is caught.”
Then the mother flew up bravely as she always did for her little son
and she said, “A very good younger brother, my son, and you should
praise him and be glad he has gone and found a thing to do for himself
and not stayed here to share the land with you!”
And the elder son said sneeringly, “Oh, aye, he would do anything I
swear to keep from labor on the land.”
But the son’s wife said nothing. She was pleased these days because the
house was all her own and it was naught to her what the young man did,
and she did not complain because he bought his clothes elsewhere now
and she needed not to make them for him.
* * * * *
So the time went on and spring came and passed and early summer came
and still the mother never could forget her maid. One day she sat
counting on her fingers the days since that one when she saw the hill
cut the maid off from her sight, and it was more than twelve times
all the fingers on her hands and then she lost the count, and so she
thought sadly, “I must go to her. I have let this old heaviness weigh
on me and I ought to have gone before. If she had been a sound maid
she would have come by now to pay the visit that wives do to their old
homes, and I could have asked her how she did and felt her hands and
arms and cheeks and seen the color of her face.”
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