China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
When she heard this talk of much room, there was that thought in her
mind she had always of his marriage, and she drew him aside somewhat
from the other two and looked at him beseechingly. It was the one thing
about him that did not please her, that he was not willing for her to
wed him, because she well knew what hot blood was and there was sign in
this son of her own heat when she was young, and she knew he must sate
it somehow and she grudged the waste. Better if he were wed to some
clean maid and she could have her grandsons. Now even in the haste of
the moment when he was eager to be gone, and the other two waiting in
the shadows by the door, even now she laid her hand on his hand and she
said coaxingly, her voice still whispering, “But, son, if you have so
much room, then why not let me find a maid? I will find the best pretty
maid I can--or if you know one, then tell me and let me ask my cousin’s
wife to be the one to make the match. I would not force you, son, if it
be the one you like is one that I would like too.”
But the young man shook his long locks from his eyes and looked toward
the door, and tried to shift her hand away. But she held him fast and
coaxed again, “Why should your good heats be spent on wild weeds here
and there, my son, and give me no good grandsons? Your brother’s wife
is so cold I think there will never be children on my knees unless
you put them there. Aye, you are like your own father, and well I know
what he was. Plant your seeds in your own land, my son, and reap the
harvests for your own house!”
But the young man laughed silently and tossed his hair back again from
those glittering eyes of his and said half wondering, “Old women like
you, mother, think of nothing but weddings and births of children, and
we--we young ones nowadays have cast away all that.... In three days,
mother!”
He pulled himself away then and was gone, walking with the other two
across the dimly lighted fields.
But three days passed and he did not come. And three more came and went
and yet three more, and the mother grew afraid and wondered if some
ill had come upon her son. But now in this last year she had not gone
easily to the town and so she waited, peevish with all who came near
her, not daring to tell what her fears were, and not daring either
to leave her room far lest her son’s careful wife chance to draw the
curtains aside and see the bundle under her bed.
One night as she lay sleepless with her wondering she rose and lit
the candle and stooped and peered under the bed, holding the parted
curtains with one hand. There the thing was, wrapped in thick paper,
shaped large and square and tied fast with hempen rope. She pressed
it and felt of it and there was something hard within, not sheepskin
surely.
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