China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
And the mother said modestly but pleased at all this praise, “Oh, aye,
I eat as well as ever. Three bowls and often four I eat, and I can eat
anything not too hard since my front teeth fell away, and I am very
sound at such times as I have not got my flux.”
“A very sound old soul,” murmured the cousin’s wife, and then she slept
a little and woke again and saw the mother there and smiled her wide
sleepy smile and said, “A grandson, did you say? Aye, we have seven now
of grandsons alone--and none too many--” and slept again peacefully.
* * * * *
So did the great news fill the days that had been empty because the
younger son did not come, and this new joy took the edge from the
mother’s waiting and she thought he must come some time or other and
let it rest at that.
But it was not all joy either, and like every joy she ever had, the
mother thought, there was always something wrong in it to make it go
amiss if so it could. Here the thing was. She feared lest the child be
born a girl and when she thought of this she muttered, “Yes, and it
would be like my ever evil destiny if it were born a girl.”
And in her anxiety she would have liked to go and ask that potent
little goddess that she knew and make a bribe to her of a new robe of
red or new shoes or some such thing if she would make the child a boy.
But she did not dare to go lest she recall to the goddess’ mind that
old sin of hers, and she feared the goddess lest her old sin was not
yet atoned for, even with the sorrow that she had, and that if the
goddess saw her and heard her speak of grandsons, she might remember
and reach out and smite the little one in the womb. She thought to
herself, most miserably, “Better if I do not go and show myself at all.
If I stay away and do not tell her that the child is coming, she may
forget me this long time I have not been to any gods, and it will be
but the birth of another mortal and not my grandson, and I must chance
it is a boy.”
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