China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
She looked up into his face, the palest face, his lips white and
earthen and the eyes dull. When he saw his mother he turned paler still
and would have fallen had he not been bound to the maid. For this maid
pulled at him and would not let him fall, nor would she let him stay,
and when she saw the old white-haired woman at his feet she laughed
aloud, the boldest, mirthless laugh and she cried out high and shrill,
“Comrade, remember now you have no mother and no father, nor any dear
to you except our common cause!” And she pulled him on his way.
Then a guard ran out and picked the mother up and threw her to one side
upon the road and there she lay in the dust. Then the crowd marched on
and out of sight and to that southern gate, and suddenly a wild song
burst from them and they went singing to their death.
At last the two men came and would have lifted up the mother, but she
would not let them. She lay there in the dust a while, moaning and
listening in a daze to that strange song, yet knowing nothing, only
moaning on.
And yet she could not moan long either, for a guard came from the gaol
gate and prodded her most rudely with his gun and roared at her, “Off
with you, old hag--” and the two men grew afraid and forced the mother
to her feet and set her on the ass again and turned homeward slowly.
But before they reached the southern gate they paused a while beside a
wall and waited.
They waited until they heard a great roar go up, and then the two men
looked at each other and at the old mother. But if she heard it or
knew what it was, she made no sign. She sat drooping on the beast, and
staring into the dust beneath its feet.
Then they went on, having heard the cry, and they met the crowd
scattering and shouting this and that. The men said nothing nor did the
old mother seem to hear, but some cried out, “A very merry death they
died, too, and full of courage! Did you see that young bold maid and
how she was singing to the end and when her head rolled off I swear she
sang on a second, did she not?”
And some said, “Saw you that lad whose red blood spurted out so far it
poured upon the headsman’s foot and made him curse?”
And some were laughing and their faces red and some were pale, and as
the two men and the mother passed into the city gate, there was a young
man there whose face was white as clay and he turned aside and leaned
against the wall and vomited.
But if she saw or heard these things the mother said no word. No, she
knew the lad was dead now; dead, and no use silver or anything; no use
reproach, even if she could reprove. She longed but for one place and
it was to get to her home and search out that old grave and weep there.
It came across her heart most bitterly that not even had she any grave
of her own dead to weep upon as other women had, and she must go and
weep on some old unknown grave to ease her heart. But even this pang
passed and she only longed to weep and ease herself.
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