China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Then the mother hastened to her and she saw there was a thing the old
soul had to say and could not get it out, but she plucked trembling at
the shroud she wore that was full of patches now, and she had laughed
when every patch was set in place and cried she would outlive the
garment yet. But now she plucked at it and the mother bent her head low
and the old woman gasped, “This shroud--all patched--my son--”
The crowd stared to hear these words and looked wondering at each
other, but the elder lad said quickly, “I know what she wants, mother.
She wants her third shroud new to lie in, the one my father said he
would send, and she ever said she would outlive this one she has now.”
The old woman’s face lit faintly then and they all cried out who heard
it, “How stout an old soul is this!” and they said, “Well, here is a
very curious brave old woman, and she will have her third shroud as she
ever said she would!”
And some dim, dying merriment came on the old woman’s owlish sunken
face and she gasped once more, “I will not die till it is made and on--”
In greatest haste then was the stuff bought, and the cousin went to buy
it and the mother told him, “Buy the very best you can of stout red
cotton stuff and tomorrow I will pay you if you have the silver by you
now.” For she had determined that the old woman would have the very
best, and that night when the house was still she dug into the earth
and got the silver out that she had hid there and she took out what was
needful to send the old mother to her death content.
And indeed, it seemed as if the thing she would not think of now, the
memory of an hour she drove into her secret places, busying herself and
glad to be so busy, it seemed as if this waiting memory made her kind
and eager to be spent for these who were hers. Somehow it eased her of
that secret hour to do her scrupulous best now. For these two nights
she slept none at all, wearying herself eagerly, nor was she ever angry
at the children, and she was most gentle to the old and dying woman.
When the cousin fetched the cloth she held it to the old dying eyes and
she said, speaking loudly now, for the old woman grew deaf and blind
more quickly every hour, “Hold hard, old mother, till I have it made!”
And the old soul said, bravely, “Aye--I will not die!” though she had
not breath for any speech now and scarcely any breath at all, so that
every one she drew came screeching through her lungs pitifully, very
hard to draw.
Then the mother made haste with her needle, and she made the garments
of the bright good stuff, red as a bride’s coat, and the old woman lay
watching her, her dim eyes fixed upon the stuff where it glowed in the
mother’s lap. She could not eat now or swallow any food or drink, not
even the warm human milk one kindly woman milked from her own breast
with a bowl, since sometimes this good milk will save an old dying man
or woman. She clung but to this scanty bit of air, waiting.
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