China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
And the mother sewed and sewed, and the neighbors brought in food so
that she need not stop for anything but could sew on. In one day and
a part of the night it was done, and the cousin and the cousin’s wife
stood by to see it and a neighbor or two, and indeed the whole hamlet
did not sleep, but stayed awake to wonder if the mother would win that
race, or death.
But it was done at last, the scarlet burial robes were done, and the
cousin lifted the old body and the mother and the cousin’s wife drew
on the fine new garments on the old and withered limbs, brown now and
dry as old sticks of some dead tree. But the old soul knew when it was
finished. Speak she could not, but she lay and drew one last rattling
breath or two, and opened wide her eyes and smiled her toothless smile,
knowing she had lived through to her third shroud, which was her whole
desire, and so she died triumphantly.
* * * * *
Yet when the burial day was over and the need for being busy was past,
still the mother busied herself. She labored as she never had upon the
land and when the lad would do a thing she had begun she cried roughly,
“Let me do it--I miss the old mother sorely and more sorely than I
thought I could, and I blame myself that I did not go home that day and
see if she were warm when the storm came up and covered the sun.”
And she let it be thought through the hamlet that she sorrowed for the
old woman gone, and blamed herself, and many praised her for her sorrow
and said, “How good a daughter-in-law to mourn like this!” And they
comforted her and said, “Do not mourn so, goodwife. She was very old
and her life ended, and when the hour is come that has been set for
each of us before ever we can walk or talk, then what need of mourning?
You have your man alive yet, and you have your two sons. Take heart,
goodwife.”
But it was an ease to her too to have every cause to cover up her fear
and melancholy. For she had cause to be afraid, and she had time now,
even while she worked upon her land, to take out of her heart that fear
which had been hiding there ever since the hour in the rising storm.
Glad she was all these days that she had been in such haste, glad even
for the old woman’s death, and to herself she thought most heavily, “It
is better that the old soul is dead and cannot know what is to come if
it must come.”
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