China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Not even on the day of harvest feasting would he look at her, although
she washed herself freshly and combed her hair and smoothed it down
with oil and put on a clean coat and trousers and her one pair of
stockings and the shoes she had made for the old woman’s burial day.
So garbed and her cheeks red with sick hope and shyness and her eyes
bright with all her desperate secret fears, she hurried here and there
busying herself before his eyes about the feast, and she spoke to this
one and to that, forcing herself to be loud and merry. The women stared
astonished at her flaming cheeks and glittering eyes and at her loud
voice and laughter, she who used to be so quiet where men were.
But for all this the man did not look at her. He drank of the new
wine made of rice and as he tasted it he cried loudly to the farmers,
“I will have a jug or two of that for myself, if you can spare it,
farmers, and set the clay seal on well and sound to keep it sweet.” But
he never looked at her, or if she came before him his eyes passed over
her as they might over any common country wife whose name he did not
know.
Then the woman could not bear it. Yes, although she knew she should be
glad he did not want her any more, she could not bear it. She went home
in the middle of that day of feasting and she searched from out their
secret place those trinkets he had given her once and she was trembling
while she searched. She hung the rings in her ears, taking out the
little wires she had worn there all these years to keep the holes open,
and she pushed the rings over her hard strong fingers, and once more
she made a chance to see him, standing on the edge of the feast where
women stood to serve the men who ate. There the gossip sat among them,
gay for the day in her new shoes, and her feet thrust out to show them
off, and she cried out, “Well, goodwife, there you are and you did buy
your trinkets after all and wear them too, although your man is still
away!”
She cried so loudly that all the women turned to look and laugh and
the men even turned to see and smile a little, too, at the women’s
merriment. Then the agent, hearing the laughter and the witty sayings
that arose against the woman, looked up carelessly and haughtily from
his bowl, his jaws moving as he looked, for his mouth was full of food,
and he said carelessly and loud enough for her to hear, “What woman is
it?” And his eyes fell on her scarlet face and he looked away as if he
had never known her and fell to his bowl again. And the woman, feeling
the scarlet draining from her face too fast, crept out and ran away and
they laughed to see her run for shame at all their merriment.
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