China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Once more she went into the town then on this old task, and she went
and sought a new letter writer this time, whom she had never seen
before, and she sighed and said, “Write to my brother’s wife and say
her husband is dead. And how did he die? He was caught in a burning
house, for the house where he lived caught on fire from a lamp turned
over by some slave, and there he burned up in his sleep and even his
ashes are lost so there is no body to send home.”
And the letter writer wrote her own name for the sister’s name and she
gave a false name as of some stranger who wrote to tell the news and
for a little more he wrote the name of some other town than this, and
he scented something strange here, but he let it pass, too, since it
was none of his affair and he had silver here to pay for silence.
So was the woman saved. But she could not wait to finish her salvation.
No, she must let the landlord’s agent know somehow, and she went here
and there and asked where the landlord’s old home was, where he did not
live now but where the agent doubtless was well known. And she grew
heedless in her anxiety to be saved, and she ran there and it seemed
the gods were with her on that day and aided her, for there he came
alone and she met him at the gate of the house and as he was ready to
turn in to it. Then she cried out and laid her hand upon his arm, and
he looked down at her and at her hand upon his arm and he said, “What
is it, woman?”
And she whispered, “Sir, I am widowed--I have but heard this day I am
widowed!”
And he shook her hand off and he said loudly, “What is that to me!” And
when she looked at him painfully he said roughly, “I paid you--I paid
you very well!” And suddenly someone he knew called out from the street
and laughed and said, “How now, good fellow? And a very pretty, lusty
goodwife, too, to lay hold on a man thus!”
But the man called back, scarcely lifting those heavy lids of his, and
he said coldly, “Aye--if you like them coarse and brown, but I do not!”
And he went on his way.
She stood there then astonished and ashamed and understanding nothing.
But how had she been paid? What had he ever given her? And suddenly she
remembered the trinkets he had given her. That was her pay! Yes, by
those small worthless trinkets he held himself free of all that he had
done.
* * * * *
What could she do, then, knowing all? She set her feet steadfastly upon
the road to home, her heart deathly still within her, and she said over
and over, “It is not time to weep yet--the hour is not come yet when
I may weep.” And she would not let her weeping come. No, the weeping
gathered in her great and tremulous but she would not weep. She held
her heart hard and silent for a day or two, until the news came, the
letter she had written, and she took it to the reader in the hamlet,
and she said steadily as she gave it to him, “I fear there is ill news
in it, uncle--it is come out of time.”
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