China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Then the old man took it and he read it and started and he cried, “It
is bad news, goodwife--be ready!”
“Is he ill?” she said in her same steady way.
And the old man laid the letter down and took the spectacles from his
eyes and he answered solemnly, staring at her, “Dead!”
Then the mother threw her apron over her head and she wept. Yes, she
could weep now and she wept, safely, and she wept on and on as though
she knew him truly dead. She wept for all her lonely years and because
her life had been so warped and lone and she wept because her destiny
had been so ill and the man gone, and she wept because she dared not
bear this child she had in her, and last she wept because she was a
woman scorned. All the weeping she had been afraid to do lest child
hear her or neighbor, now she could weep out and none need know how
many were the sorrows that she wept.
The women of the hamlet came running out to comfort her when they heard
the news and they comforted her and cried out she must not fall ill
with weeping, for there were her children still and the two good sons,
and they went and fetched the sons and led them to her for comfort, and
the two lads stood there, the eldest silent, pale as though in sudden
illness, and the youngest bellowing because his mother wept.
Suddenly in the midst of the confusion a loud howl arose and a noisier
weeping than the mother’s, and it was the gossip’s, who was suddenly
overcome with all the sorrow round about her, and the great oily tears
ran down her cheeks and she sobbed loudly, “Look at me, poor soul--I
am worse off than you, for I have no son at all--not one! I am more
piteous than you, goodwife, and worse than any woman I ever saw for
sorrow!” And her old sorrow came up in her so fresh and new that all
the women were astonished and they turned to comfort her, and in the
midst of the fray the mother went home, her two sons after her, weeping
silently as she went, for she could not stay her weeping. Yes, she sat
herself down and wept at her own door, and the elder lad wept silently
a little too, now, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand, and the
little boy wept on, not understanding what it meant to have his father
dead, since he could not remember what the father was, and the girl
wept and pressed her hands against her eyes and moaned softly and she
said, “I must weep because my father is dead--my tears burn me so--yet
must I weep for my dead father!”
But the mother could not weep to any end, and she knew she could not
until she had done what she must do. So for the time she ceased her
weeping and comforted them somewhat with her own silence while she
thought what she would do.
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