China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
But the mother did not listen to the children’s talk. She made ready
and she clothed herself. Once she stood hesitating by a drawer she
opened and she took a little packet out and looked at it, opening the
soft paper that enwrapped it, and it was the trinkets, and she thought,
“Shall I keep them or shall I turn them into coin again?” And she
doubted a while and now she thought, “True it is I can never wear them
again, being held a widow, nor could I bear to wear them anyhow. But I
could keep them for the girl’s wedding.” So she mused staring down at
them in her hand. But suddenly remembering, her gorge rose against them
and she longed to be free from them and from every memory and she said
suddenly with resolve, “No, keep them I will not. And he might come
home--my man might come home, and if he found me with strange trinkets
he would not believe me if I told him I had bought them myself.” So she
thrust the packet in her bosom and called to the girl they must set
forth.
They went along the country road and through the hamlet before there
was a stir, it was so early. The mother strode freely, strong again as
she had not been for long, her head high and free against the misty
air, and she led her daughter by the hand, and the girl struggled to
move quickly, too. But she had not known how little she could see.
About the well known ways of home her feet went easily and surely
enough and she did not know she went by feel and scent and not by
sight, but here the road was strange to her, now high, now low, for the
stones were sunken sometimes, and often she would have fallen had it
not been for her mother’s hand.
Then the mother seeing this was frightened and her heart ran ahead to
meet this fresh evil and she cried out afraid, “I doubt I have brought
you too late, poor child. But you never told me that you could not see
and I thought it was but the water in your eyes that kept you blinded.”
And the girl half sobbing answered, “I thought I saw well enough, too,
my mother, and I think I do, only this road is so up and down, and you
go more quickly than I am used to go.”
Then the mother slowed her steps and said no more and they went on,
more slowly, save that when they came near to that shop of medicine
the mother made haste again without knowing that she did, she was so
eager. It was still early in the day and they were the first buyers and
the medicine seller was but taking down the boards from his shop doors,
and he did it slowly, stopping often to yawn and thrust his fingers
into his long and uncombed hair and scratch his head. When he looked
up and saw this countrywoman and the girl standing there before his
counter he was amazed and he cried out, “What is it you want at such an
early hour?”
Then the mother pointed to her child and she said, “Is there any balm
that you have for such eyes as these?”
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