China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
But the mother scowled at him so sourly that he left his words hanging
as they were and gave the thing to her quickly and stood and stared
like any fool at her while she went away, not knowing what to make of
it.
They went home then and the young girl was contented to go home, for
as the morning wore on the town grew full of noise and bustle and
frightening sounds she was not used to hear and loud voices bawling in
a bargain and rude thrusts against her from those she could not see,
and she put her little foot here and there, feeling in her delicate way
as she went, smiling unconsciously in her pain. But the mother grieved
most bitterly in secret and she held hard in her other hand the thing
she had bought, which is the sign of those who are blind.
* * * * *
Yet though she had this little gong, she could not give it to the girl.
She could not take it that the girl’s eyes were wholly sightless. She
waited through the summer and they reaped the grain again, and it was
measured to the new agent that the landlord sent, an old man this time,
some poor cousin or distant kin, and autumn came, but still the mother
could not give the girl the sign. No, there was a thing yet she must
do, a prayer to make. For seeing daily her blind child, the mother
remembered what the apothecary had said that day, “Some sin her parents
did, perhaps--who knows the heart?”
She told herself that she would set forth to a temple that she
knew--not to that wayside shrine nor ever to those gods whose faces
she had covered--but to a temple far away, a whole ten miles and more,
where she had heard there was a kind and potent goddess who heard women
when they prayed bitterly. The mother told her two sons why she went
and they were grave and awed to think what had befallen their sister.
The elder said in his old man’s way, “I have been long afraid there was
a thing wrong with her.” But the younger lad cried out astonished, “As
for me, I never dreamed there was aught wrong with her eyes I am so
used to her as she is!”
And the mother told the maid too and she said, “Daughter, I go to the
temple to the south where there is that living goddess, and it is the
selfsame one who gave the son to Li the Sixth’s wife when she had gone
barren all her life long and she was nearing the end of her time to
bear, and her man grew impatient and would have taken a concubine he
was so angry with her barrenness, and she went and prayed and there
came that fine good son she has.”
And the maid answered, “Well I remember it, mother, and she made two
silken shoes for the goddess and gave them when the boy was born. Aye,
mother, go quickly, for she is a true good goddess.”
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