China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Now the mother was no longer young. She was in her forty and third
year, and when she counted on her fingers sometimes in the night how
many years her children’s father had been gone, she used the fingers
of her two hands and two more over again, and even the years that she
had let the hamlet think him dead were more than all the fingers on one
hand.
Yet she walked straight and slight as ever, and no flesh grew on her
frame. Others might begin to shrivel or grow fat as the cousin’s wife
did each year, and the old gossip, too, yet this woman stayed lean and
strong as she had been when she was young. But her breasts grew small
and dry, and in the strong sunlight where one saw her face full, there
were lines about the eyes from working in the bright hard sunshine, and
the skin was dark with the burning of the many years in the fields.
She moved somewhat more slowly than she did, too, without the old
lightness, for she had never been as she was before she tore that wild
life out of her. When she was called for childbirth in the hamlet as
she often was now, seeing she was widowed and counted as among the
ones not young, she found it hard to move so quickly as she must
sometimes, and once or twice a young mother caught the child herself,
and once she even let a newborn babe fall to the brick floor and bruise
its head, and it was a boy, too, but still no harm was done in the end
most luckily, for the lad grew up sturdy and with all his senses in him.
As her children grew, to them their mother seemed old. The eldest was
forever urging her to rest herself and not to heave so at the hard
great clods when the land was ploughed but let him do it, for he did it
easily now in the strength of his young manhood, and he strove to have
her do the lesser lighter things, and nothing pleased him better than
to see her sit quietly upon her stool in the shade on a summer’s day
sewing, and let him go to the land alone.
Yet the truth was she was not after all as old as her son would have
her. She ever loved the field work better than any and she loved to
work there on the land and then come home, her body wet with her clean
sweat and the wind blowing cool on that wetness, and her flesh weary
but sweetly so. Her eyes were used to fields and hills and great
things, and they did not narrow easily to small fine things like
needles.
Indeed, in that house they sorely missed a woman young and with sound
eyes, for they all knew now the girl’s eyes were blind. She knew,
too, poor maid; ever since that day when she had gone to town with
her mother she knew it secretly, even as her mother did, and neither
had any great faith in the goddess, somehow, the mother from what she
feared of that old sin of hers, and the maid because her blindness
seemed to her a destiny.
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