China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
A very perfect son he was and with but one fault left now that he had
passed the little faults of childhood and it was that he would not
spare his younger brother. No, it was the strangest thing, but this
elder son of hers, who was so even and gentle with all the world and
even with the beasts, so silent he would scarcely say what color he
would have the next new coat his mother bought him, when he was brother
he was hard upon the younger lad and railed against the boy if he grew
slack and played, and he held the boy bitterly to every sort of labor
on the land. The house was full of quarreling, the younger lad noisy
and full of angry words, and the elder brother holding himself silent
until he could bear no more and then he fell upon his brother with
whatever he had by him or with his bare hands and he beat the boy until
he ran blubbering and dodging in and out among the trees and seeking
refuge in his cousin’s house. And truly it came to such a pass as this,
that the whole hamlet blamed the elder brother for his hardness and
ran to save the younger lad, and so encouraged, the lad grew bold and
ran away from work and lived mostly at his cousin’s house, lost there
among the many lads and maids who grew there as they would, and he came
home freely only when he saw his brother gone to work.
But sometimes the elder brother grew so bitter in his heart he came
home out of time and found his younger brother and then he caught the
lad’s head beneath his arm and cuffed him until the mother would come
running and she cried, “Now let be--let be--shame on you, son, to
strike your little brother so, and frighten your sister!”
But the young man answered bitterly, “Shall I not chastise him, being
older brother to him and his father gone? He is an idle lazy lout,
gaming already every time he can, and well you know it, mother, but you
have ever loved him best!”
It was true the mother did love this youngest son the best, and he
moved her heart as neither of the others did. The eldest son grew man
so soon, it seemed to her, and silent and with naught to say to anyone,
and she did not know this was because he was so often weary and that
she thought him surly when he was only very weary. As for the girl, the
mother loved her well but always with pain, for there the blind eyes
were always for a reproach and she never could forget that the goddess
had not heard her prayer nor had the mother ever heart to pray again,
fearing now that it was her own sin come down in some way worse than
she could bear because it fell upon her child. So it was that while her
heart was ever soft with pity still the maid was never any joy to her.
Even when the maid came loving and near and smiling and sat to listen
to her mother’s voice, the mother rose with some excuse and busied
herself somehow, because she could not bear to see those closed and
empty eyes.
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