China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
Then she knew the silly younger lad had boasted of what he would have
and she stood speechless, caught in her fault, staring at her son and
silent, and he went on and cried, his bitterness bursting from him,
“Yes, you keep the money, and I give you all we earn. I never take a
penny for my own, not even to smoke a little pipe of any kind or take
a bowl of wine or buy myself anything a young man might have and count
it but his due. Yet you must promise him all I never had! And for what?
To do the labor that he ought to do for nothing and to pay for what he
eats and wears!”
“I did not promise rings and robes,” she said in a low and troubled
voice, half afraid of this angry son of hers who was so grave and quiet
on other days that she did not know him now.
“You did!” he said most passionately. “Or if not that, then worse, for
he said he was to have what he wanted when the harvest money was in and
taxes paid. He said you promised!”
“I meant some small toy or other, costing but a penny or so,” she
answered, shamed before this good son of hers. And then plucking up
her courage--for was he not her son still?--she added, “And if I did
promise a little toy it was but to save him from your angers on him
always, whatever he may do, so that you keep him down with all your
cruel looks and words--and now blows!”
But he would say no more. He fell to the sheaves again and worked as
though some demon had him, he worked so hard and fast. The mother stood
looking at him, not knowing what to do, feeling he was hard, too, with
her little son, and yet knowing somehow she was wrong. Then as she
looked she saw the young man was very near to tears, so that he set his
jaws hard to keep back a sob, and when she saw this sign of feeling
in him, such as she had never seen in him who always seemed so usual
and content and without any desire, her heart grew soft as ever it did
when she had harmed a child of hers, although he did not know it, and
she softened to him more than she had ever done before and she cried
quickly, “Son, I am wrong, I know. I have not done well enough for you
of late. I have not seen how you have grown into a man. But man you
are, and now I see it, and you shall take the man’s place in our house
and you shall have the money and the chief place in name as well as
in the labor you have always done. Yes, I see you are a man now, and I
will do straightway what I have put off too long. I will find a wife
for you and it will be your turn now and hers. I have not seen it, but
now I see it well.”
So she made amends. He muttered something then that she could not hear
and turned his back and said no more but worked on. But she felt eased
by her amends and went back crying briskly, “Well, and all the rice
will be burned, I swear--” and this she said to cover up the feeling of
the moment and make it usual.
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