Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
As he leaned back, listening to Anne with lowered lids, and finger-tips
thoughtfully laid against each other, his occasional faint smile
and murmur of assent suggested to Mrs. Clephane that the girl was
discussing with him the arrangements for the wedding; and the mother,
laying down her fork, closed her eyes for an instant while the big
resonant room reeled about her. Then she said to herself that, after
all, this was only what was to be expected, and that if she hadn’t
the courage to face such a possibility, and many others like it, she
would assuredly never have the courage to carry out the plan which,
all through the afternoon and evening, had been slowly forming in her
mind. That plan was simply, for the present, to hold fast to Anne,
and let things follow their course. She would return to New York the
next day with Anne, she would passively assist at her daughter’s
preparations--for an active share in them seemed beyond her powers--and
she would be there when Chris came, and when they announced the
engagement. Whatever happened, she would be there. She would let Chris
see at once that he would have to reckon with that. And how would he
be able to reckon with it? How could he stand it, day after day? They
would perhaps never exchange another word in private--she prayed they
might not--but he would understand by her mere presence what she meant,
what she was determined on. He would understand that in the end he
would have to give up Anne because she herself would never do so. The
struggle between them would become a definite, practical, circumscribed
thing; and, knowing Chris as she did, she felt almost sure she could
hold out longer than he.
This new resolve gave her a sort of light-headed self-confidence:
when she left the dinner-table she felt so easy and careless that she
was surprised to see that the glass of champagne beside her plate was
untouched. She felt as if all its sparkles were whirling through her.
On the return of the gentlemen to the drawing-room Dr. Arklow moved
to her side, and she welcomed him with a smile. He opened with some
mild generalities, and she said to herself that he was too anxiously
observant of the social rules to speak of her daughter’s marriage
before she herself alluded to it. For a few minutes she strove to find
a word which should provide him with an opening; but to say to any one:
“My daughter is going to be married” was beyond her, and they lingered
on among slumbrous platitudes.
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