Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
Her own heart had begun to tremble and dilate with her new resolve;
the resolve to accept the idea of Anne’s marriage, to cease her inward
struggle against it, and try to be in reality what she was already
pretending to be: the acquiescent, approving mother.... After all, why
not? Legally, technically, there was nothing wrong, nothing socially
punishable, in the case. And what was there on the higher, the more
private grounds where she pretended to take her stand and deliver
her judgment? Chris Fenno was a young man--she was old enough to be,
if not his mother, at least his mother-in-law. What had she ever
hoped or expected to be to him but a passing incident, a pleasant
memory? From the first, she had pitched their relation in that key;
had insisted on the difference in their ages, on her own sense of the
necessary transiency of the tie, on the fact that she would not have
it otherwise. Anything rather than to be the old woman clutching at an
impossible prolongation of bliss--anything rather than be remembered
as a burden instead of being regretted as a delight! How often had
she told him that she wanted to remain with him like the memory of a
flowering branch brushed by at night? “You won’t quite know if it was
lilac or laburnum, or both--you’ll only know it was something vanishing
and sweet.” Vanishing and sweet--that was what she had meant to be! And
she had kept to her resolution till the blow fell--
Well, and was he so much to blame for its falling? She herself had been
the witness of his resistance, of his loyal efforts to escape. The
vehemence of Anne’s passion had thwarted him, had baffled them both;
if he loved her as passionately as she loved him, was he not justified
in accepting the happiness forced upon him? And how refuse it without
destroying the girl’s life?
“If any one is to be destroyed, oh God, don’t let it be Anne!” the
mother cried. She seemed at last to have reached a clearer height, a
more breathable air. Renunciation--renunciation. If she could attain to
that, what real obstacle was there to her daughter’s happiness?
“I would sell my soul for her--why not my memories?” she reflected.
The sound of steps and voices outside had ceased. From the landing had
come a “Goodbye, dearest!” in Nollie Tresselton’s voice; no doubt she
had been the last visitor to leave, and Anne was now alone; perhaps
alone with her betrothed. Well; to that thought also Kate Clephane
must accustom herself; by and bye they would be always alone, those
two, in the sense of being nearer to each other than either of them was
to any one else. The mother could bear that too. Not to lose Anne--at
all costs to keep her hold on the girl’s confidence and tenderness:
that was all that really mattered. She would go to Anne now. She
herself would ask the girl to fix the date for the wedding.
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