Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
Anne, as usual, respected her mother’s wishes; she neither came up
nor sent to enquire. But the next morning, in the old way, fresh
and shining, she appeared with Mrs. Clephane’s breakfast-tray. She
wanted to be reassured as to her mother’s health, and Kate, under her
solicitous eye, poured out a cup of tea and forced down a bit of toast.
“You look tired, mother. It’s only that?”
“Only that, dear.”
“You didn’t tell me that Aunt Enid had been in last night about the
house next door--” Anne spoke the least little reproachfully.
“I’m sorry. I had such a headache that when she left I went straight to
my room. Did she telephone you?”
“Uncle Hendrik did. Isn’t it the greatest luck? It will be such fun
arranging it all.” The girl paused and looked at her mother. “And this
will make you decide, darling, won’t it?”
“Decide?”
“To stay on here. To keep this house for yourself. It will be almost
like our all being together.”
“Yes--almost.”
“You will stay, won’t you?”
“Stay here? I can’t--I can’t!” The words escaped before Mrs. Clephane
could repress them. Her heart began to rush about in her like a caged
animal.
Anne’s brows darkened and drew together. “But I don’t understand. You
told Chris you would--”
“Did I? Perhaps I did. But I must sometimes be allowed to change my
mind,” Mrs. Clephane murmured, forcing a thin smile.
“To change your mind about being with us? You don’t want to, then,
after all?”
Mrs. Clephane pushed the tray away and propped herself on her elbow.
“No, I don’t want to.”
“How you say it, mother! As if I were a stranger. I don’t
understand....” The girl’s lip was beginning to tremble. “I thought ...
Chris and I both thought....”
“I’m sorry. But I must really decide as I think best. When you are
married you won’t need me.”
“And shan’t you need me, mother? Not a little?” Anne hesitated, and
then ventured, timidly: “You’re so alone--so awfully alone.”
“I’ve always been that. It can’t be otherwise. You’ve chosen ... you’ve
chosen to be married....”
Anne stood up and looked down on her with searching imperious eyes. “Is
it my being married--or my being married to Chris?”
“Ah--don’t let us talk of that again!”
The girl continued to scrutinize her strangely. “Once for all--you
won’t tell me?”
Mrs. Clephane did not speak.
“Then I shall ask him--I shall ask him in your presence,” Anne
exclaimed in a shaking voice.
At the sound of that break in her voice the dread of seeing her suffer
once more superseded every other feeling in the mother’s breast. She
leaned against the pillows, speechless for a moment; then she held out
her hand, seeking Anne’s.
“There’s nothing to ask, dear; nothing to tell.”
“You don’t hate him, mother? You really don’t?”
Slowly Kate Clephane articulated: “I don’t--hate him.”
“But why won’t you see him with me, then? Why won’t you talk it all out
with us once for all? Mother, what _is_ it? I must know.”
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