Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
“I think the war transformed him; made a man of him. He says so
himself. And now he believes he’s really found his vocation; he doesn’t
think of anything but his writing, and some of his poetry seems to me
very beautiful. I’m only sorry,” Nollie continued thoughtfully, “that
he feels obliged to give up his present job. It seems a pity, when he
has so little money, and has been looking so long for a post of the
sort--”
“Ah ... he’s giving it up?”
“Well, yes; he says he must have more mental elbow-room; for his
writing, I mean. He can’t be tied down to hours and places.”
“Ah, no; he never could--” Again the words had nearly slipped out. The
effort to suppress them left Kate dumb for a moment, though she felt
that Nollie was waiting for her to speak.
“Then of course he must go,” she assented. Inwardly she was thinking:
“After all, if I’m right--and this seems to prove I’m right--about him
and Lilla, it’s only decent of him to give up his job.” And her eyes
suddenly filled with tears at the thought of his making a sacrifice,
behaving at a crucial moment as her old ideal of him would have had him
behave. After all, he was perhaps right in saying that the war had made
a man of him.
“Yes; but it’s a pity. And not only for him, I mean. I think he had a
good influence on Lilla,” Nollie went on.
Ah, now, really they were too simple--even Nollie was! Kate could
hardly keep from shouting it out at her: “But can’t you see, you
simpleton, that they’re lovers, the two of them, and have cooked up
this match for their own convenience, and that your stupid Maclew is
their dupe, as all the rest of you are?”
But something in her--was it pride or prudence?--recoiled from such
an outburst, and from the need of justifying it. In God’s name, what
did it matter to her--what did it matter? The risk was removed, the
dreadful risk; she was safe again--as safe as she would ever be--unless
some suicidal madness drove her to self-betrayal.
With dry lips and an aching smile she said: “You must help me to choose
my wedding-present for Lilla.”
XII.
Anne’s sojourn in Washington prolonged itself for a fortnight. Her
letters to her mother, though punctual, were inexpressive; but that was
not her fault, Kate knew. She had inherited from her father a certain
heaviness of pen, an inability to convey on paper shades of meaning
or of feeling, and having said: “Isn’t it splendid about Lilla?” had
evidently exhausted the subject, or rather her power of developing it.
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