Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
The mother stood up and stared about her. What she was now on the verge
of thinking was worse, almost, than all the dreadful things she had
thought before. If it were the money he wanted, she might conceivably
buy him off--that was what she was thinking! And a nausea crept over
her as she thought it; for he had never seemed to care any more for
money than she did. His gay scorn of it, not only expressed but acted
upon, had been one of his chief charms to her, after all her years in
the Clephane atmosphere of thrifty wealth, and the showy opulence of
the months with Hylton Davies. Chris Fenno, quite simply and naturally,
had laughed with her at the cares of the anxious rich, and rejoiced
that those, at least, would never weigh on either of them. But that was
long ago; long at least in a life as full of chances and changes as
his. Compared with the reckless boy she had known he struck her now as
having something of the weight and prudence of middle-age. Might not
his respect for money have increased with the increasing need of it? At
any rate, she had to think of him, to believe it of him, if she could,
for the possibility held out her one hope in a welter of darkness.
Her mind flagged. She averted her sickened eyes from the thought, and
began to turn once more on the racking wheel of reiteration. “_I must
see him.... I must see him.... I must see him._”... That was as far as
she had got. She looked at her watch, and went up to a policeman to ask
the way.
* * * * *
He was not to be found at Horace Maclew’s, and to her surprise she
learned that he did not live there. Careless as he had always been of
money in itself, he was by no means averse to what it provided. No one
was more appreciative of the amenities of living when they came his way
without his having to take thought; and she had pictured him quartered
in a pleasant corner of Horace Maclew’s house, and participating in all
the luxuries of his larder and cellar. But no; a super-butler, summoned
at her request, informed her that Major Fenno had telephoned not to
expect him that day, and that, as for his home address, the fact was he
had never given it.
A new emotion shot through her, half sharper anguish, half relief. If
he were not lodged under the Maclew roof, if his private address were
not to be obtained there, might it not be because he was involved in
some new tie, perhaps actually living with some unavowable woman? What
a solution--Kate Clephane leapt on it--to be able to return to Anne
with that announcement! It seemed to clear the way in a flash--but as a
hurricane does, by ploughing its path through the ruins it makes. She
supposed she would never, as long as she lived, be able to think evil
of Chris without its hurting her.
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