Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
“Not--not about any one in particular. But of course, with a man ... a
man like that....” (Should she go on, or should she stop?)
Anne was upon her with a cry. “_Mother, what kind of a man?_”
Fool that she was, not to have foreseen the consequences of
such a slip! She sat before her daughter like a criminal under
cross-examination, feeling that whatever word she chose would fatally
lead her deeper into the slough of avowal.
Anne repeated her question with insistence. “You knew him before I
did,” she added.
“Yes; but it’s so long ago.”
“But what makes you suspect him now?”
“Suspect? I suspect nothing!”
The girl stood looking at her fixedly under dark menacing brows. “I
do, then! I wouldn’t allow myself to before; but all the while I
knew there was another woman.” Between the sentences she drew short
panting breaths, as though with every word speech grew more difficult.
“Mother,” she broke out, “the day I went to Baltimore to see him the
maid who opened the door didn’t want to let me in because there’d been
a woman there two days before who’d made a scene. A scene--that’s what
she said! Isn’t it horrible?” She burst into tears.
Kate Clephane sat stupefied. She could not yet grasp the significance
of the words her daughter was pouring out, and repeated dully: “You
went to Baltimore?” How secret Anne must be, she thought, not only
to have concealed her visit at the time, but even to have refrained
from any allusion to it during their stormy talk at Rio! How secret,
since, even in moments of seeming self-abandonment, she could refrain
from revealing whatever she chose to keep to herself! More acutely than
ever, the mother had the sense of being at arm’s length from her child.
“Yes, I went to Baltimore,” said Anne, speaking now in a controlled
incisive voice. “I didn’t tell you at the time because you were not
well. It was just after you came back from Meridia, and had that
nervous break-down--you remember? I didn’t want to bother you about my
own affairs. But as soon as I got his letter saying the engagement was
off I jumped into the first train, and went straight to Baltimore to
see him.”
“And you did?” It slipped from Kate irresistibly.
“No. He was away; he’d left. But I didn’t believe it at the time; I
thought the maid-servant had had orders not to let me in....” She
paused. “Mother, it was too horrible; she took me for the woman who had
made the scene. She said I looked just like her.”
Kate gasped: “The negress said so?”
Her question seemed to drop into the silence like a shout; it was as if
she had let fall a platter of brass on a marble floor.
“The negress?” Anne echoed.
Kate Clephane sank down into the depths of her chair as if she had been
withered by a touch. She pressed her elbows against her side to try to
hide the trembling of her body.
“How did you know it was a negress, mother?”
Kate sat helpless, battling with confused possibilities of fear; and in
that moment Anne leapt on the truth.
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