The emotions that can occur in such a crisis cover a whole spectrum
from self-loathing to gladness. The state that we most need to
cultivate is gladness or joy that we are able to break through the
shell of self into a larger world. What a hell our selfhood would be if
one could no longer repent of anything! Repentance is not the winter’s
grave of our self-respect; it is the springtime of it.
It is needless to ask what class in society is impoverishing itself
most by neglecting the grace of repentance. For nearly every class
and institution has built up one or another defence-mechanism whereby
it employs some supposed virtue of its own as a justification for
continuing on its present course. Neither in the State nor in the
church; neither in education nor in business and industry; neither in
the family nor in the larger social groupings, do we find the habit of
facing faults in a manly and rational way; in none of them does one
hear the spring-song of growth through repentance.
Nor is this note audible in the vocalizations of most of our
_intelligentsia_ who occupy themselves so much with the fact of their
own emancipation and the lack of it in their contemporaries. The
function of the critic is both important and permanent, but the goal of
criticism is neither the chagrin that depresses the powers of another,
nor yet inflation of the critic’s self-esteem through applause from the
irresponsible. As in games the best sort of sportsmanship encourages
and helps a competitor to do his best, so the discoverer of our defects
should so reveal us to ourselves that we desire to improve ourselves.
Criticism at its best is a sympathetic entering into the problems of
others; it is not taking “pot shots” at them. When the problem for
another is to achieve repentance, the problem for the critic is to make
repentance seem attractive as well as necessary.
The writer or the speaker who merely utters flings at our
faults suffers in his own person the same sort of closing-up or
self-involution that he produces in those whom he “lambastes” or
denounces. Lacking the sympathy or the humor to enter into the
human-nature situation of another, he forfeits the capacity of
self-criticism also. He becomes opinionated, dogmatic, sometimes
intolerant, and at last careless of fact and unable to repent of his
own follies.
Some of our difficulty, as I have indicated, arises from habits and
traditions generated by experience under arbitrary governments, when
citizens had compelling motive for concealment and for putting the
best foot forward. But in addition we must admit that our nature
spontaneously shrinks from paying the cost of freedom; it longs
for joy, but fears to grasp it. Self-overcoming, therefore, and
self-discipline are indispensable.
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