We were silent for a while. The waiters came scurrying down with trays and cloths and cups to set the little tables for tea. The western sun had burst below the awning and flooded half the length of the terrace with light leaving us by the wall just a strip of shade. I said as gently as I could: "When you two parted in April, I thought you recognized it as final." "It would have been, if only I had known," she said. "Known what?" She answered me with weary impatience. "Anything definite. If he had gone to his death I could have borne it. If he had gone to any existence to which I had a clue, I could have borne it. But don't you see?" she cried, with a swift return of vitality. "Here was a man whom any woman would be proud to love--a strong thing of flesh and blood--disappearing into the mist. I said something heroical to him about the creatures of the old legends. One talks high-falutin' nonsense at times. But I didn't realize the truth of it till afterwards. A woman, even though it hurts her like the devil, prefers to keep a mental grip of a man. He's there--in Paris, Bombay, Omaha, with his wife and family, doing this, that and the other. He's still alive. He's still in some kind of human relation with you. You grind your teeth and say that it's all in the day's work. You know where you are. But when a man fades out of your life like a wraith--well--you don't know where you are. It has been maddening--the ghastly seriousness of it. I've done my best to keep sane. I'm a woman with a lot of physical energy--I've run it for all it's worth. But this uncanny business got on my nerves. If the man had not cared for me, I would have kicked myself into sense. But--oh, it's no use talking about that--it goes without saying. Besides you know as well as I do. You've already told me. Well then, you have it. The man I loved, the man who loved me, goes and disappears, like the shooting star he talked about, into space. I've done all sorts of fool things to get on his track, just to know. At last I came to you. But I had no notion of running him down in the flesh. You're sure of that, Tony, aren't you?" The Diana in her flashed from candid eyes. "Naturally," I answered. How could she know that Lackaday was here? I asked, in order to get to the bottom of this complicated emotional condition: "But didn't you ever think of writing--oh, as a friend of course--to Lackaday, care of War Office, Cox's...?" She retorted: "I'm not a sloppy school-girl, my friend." "Quite so," said I. I paused, while the waiter brought tea. "And now that there's no longer any mystery?" Her bosom rose with a sigh. "I mourn my mystery, Tony." She poured out tea. I passed the uninspiring food that accompanied it. We conversed in a lower key of tension. At last she said: "If I don't walk, I'll break something." A few moments afterwards we were in the street. She drew the breath of one suffering from exhausted air. "Let us go up a hill."