‘Good-night, my lady!’ and Emily reluctantly retired. Left alone, Delicia moved to the door and locked it. Then, turning, she drew aside the curtain which hung before the niche she called her ‘oratory,’ where an ivory crucifix hung white against draperies of purple. The anguished eyes of the suffering Saviour looked down upon her; the thorn-crowned head drooped as it were towards her; the ‘Man of Sorrows acquainted with grief,’ with arms outstretched upon the cross, seemed waiting to receive her,—and with a sudden, sobbing cry she fell on her knees. ‘Oh, my God, my God.’ she wailed, ‘I know now what I have lost! All my love and all my joy! Gone, gone like a foolish dream,—gone for ever! Gone, and nothing left but the crown of thorns called Fame!’ Shuddering, she hid her face on the cushion of her _prie-dieu_ and wept slow, passionate tears, that rose from a breaking heart and scalded her eyelids as they fell. Veiled in the golden glory of her hair, she fretted like a little ailing child, till finally, exhausted and shivering with emotion, she lifted her head and looked straight at the sculptured Christ that faced her. ‘I have loved him too much,’ she said half aloud. ‘I have made him the idol of my life, and I am punished for my sin. We are all apt to forget the thunders of Mount Sinai and the great Voice which said, “Thou shalt have none other gods save Me.” I had forgotten,—nay, I was almost willing to forget! I made of my beloved a god; he has made of me—a convenience!’ She rose, flung back her hair over her shoulders, and standing still for a moment listened. There was not a sound in the house, save an occasional uneasy movement from Spartan, who was lying on his mat outside her bedroom door. ‘“My lord’s” sense of what is right and proper for women has been outraged to-night by seeing me at the “Empire,” she said, with a little disdainful smile; ‘but his notions of morality do not go far enough to prevent him from being with La Marina at this very moment!’ A look of disgust passed over her mobile features. ‘Poor Love! Poor little, delicate moth! How soon a coarse touch will kill it—kill it hopelessly, so that it will never rise again! It is the only passion I think we possess that once dead, can never be resuscitated. Ambition is perennial, but Love!—it is the aloe flower that blossoms but once in a hundred years. I wonder what I shall do with my life now,—now that it is crippled and paralysed?’ She walked slowly to her mirror and looked long and earnestly at her own reflection.