Detective and mystery stories; English fiction -- 19th century
‘What! is it common gossip?’ she asked. ‘Does all the town chatter of
what I, till a few days ago, was ignorant of? If so, then, alas! poor
Delicia!’
Her eyes flashed suddenly.
‘Tell me, is it possible that Lord Carlyon has so far forgotten himself
as to make his attentions to La Marina open and manifest, thus allowing
his wife to become an object for the pity and mockery of society?’
‘Lady Carlyon,’ replied Valdis, ‘your friends sought to warn you long
ago, but you would not listen. Your own nature, pure and lofty as it
is, rejected what you deemed mere scandalous rumour. You resented with
the noble confidence of a true wife the least word of suspicion against
Lord Carlyon. When I ventured to hint that your confidence was
misplaced, you dismissed me from your presence. I do not say you were
wrong; you were right. The worthy wife of a worthy husband is bound to
act as you did. But suppose the husband is not worthy, and the wife
deceives herself as to his merits, it is for her own sake, for her
honour and her self-respect that she should be persuaded to realise the
fact and take such steps as may prevent her from occupying a false
position. And now you know—’
‘Now I know,’ interrupted Delicia, with a vibrating passion in her
voice, ‘what is the use of it? What am I to do? What can I do? A woman
is powerless in everything which relates to her husband’s infidelity
merely. I can show no bruises, no evidence of ill-treatment; then what
is my complaint about? “Go home, silly woman,” says the law, “and
understand that if your husband chooses to have a new love every day,
you cannot get separated from him, provided he is civil to you; man has
licence which woman has not.” And so on, and so on, with their eternal
jargon! Paul Valdis, you can act emotions and look tragedies; but have
you ever realised the depth or the terror of the dumb, dreadful dramas
of a woman’s broken heart? No! I don’t think that even you, with all
your fine, imaginative sympathy, can reach thus far. Do you know why I
came away from home to-day and made straight for the sea,—the great,
calm sea which I knew would have the gentleness to drown me if the pain
became too bitter to bear? Nay, do not hold me!’ For Valdis, struck by
the complete breakdown of her reserve, and the brilliant wildness of her
eyes, had unconsciously caught her arm. ‘There is no danger, I assure
you. I have not been given my faith in God quite vainly; and there is
so much of God’s thought in the beauty of ocean, that even to
contemplate it has made me quieter and stronger; I shall not burden it
with my drifting body yet! But do you know, can you guess why I came
here and avoided meeting my husband to-day?’
Valdis shook his head, profoundly moved himself by her strong emotion.
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