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Barney had taken his rejection badly. He made no attempt to conceal
the fact that his life was blighted; that he would re-enter the world
a changed man, but heroically determined to make the most out of the
wreck. The austere, rugged road that now lay before him, unbrightened by
love or human sympathy, he would walk with grim, if sombre, resolution;
brushing aside the frivolities of existence; setting his face with
sullen but dogged persistence towards the cheerless journey of
life; hoping for no recompense except that perhaps he might have the
consolation of knowing that he left the world a trifle better for having
lived in it.
Inexperienced as she was, Edna could not help contrasting the actions
of Hope and Marsten, not altogether to the disadvantage of the latter.
There was no question in her mind that Marsten had in reality an up-hill
road to travel; yet he had gone into no heroics about it, and he asked
nothing but that she should remember him. She had been sorry she could
give no encouraging word to Marsten; but Barney made her feel somehow
that she was to blame in his case, and that he was an ill-used man.
Then, it was difficult to realize the serious nature or hardship of
Barney’s future career, when every one knew he had more money than was
good for him. Some thought of this seemed to occur to Barney himself at
the time, for he spoke bitterly and contemptuously of his wealth, and of
how it handicapped him; however, he was going to give it all away when
he came into his full fortune, and start the world afresh, winning his
laurels and what little cash would suffice for his frugal needs, with
his good right arm, assisted presumably by his paintbrushes; so in the
face of this noble resolution it would have been unfair to censure him
for the possession of riches he had had no hand in accumulating.
Edna hurried towards the school, thinking little of the reprimand in
store for her, and much of the contrary conditions of this world. She,
like Barney, needed advice, yet had no one in whom she might confide.
She thought of writing fully to her father, remembering her promise to
tell him everything that troubled her; but she shrank from the thought
almost as soon as it took form in her mind. Besides, both complications
were settled finally and forever, so why worry him unnecessarily about a
page of her life on which was written the word “Finis”? There surged up
in her heart a deep, passionate yearning for the mother she had never
known, and whom she now missed as she had never missed her before. As
she thought of the portrait of the beautiful, sweet-looking woman in her
father’s office, whose pathetic eyes shone so tenderly and lovingly upon
her, the tears which had been near the surface suddenly blinded her, and
she sobbed:
“I am alone--alone!”
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