And yet, a few minutes later, when he had gone below, I noticed Mr.
Pike enter the chart-house. After several paces up and down, and a
brief pause to watch Nancy and several men shift the weather cloth from
lee to weather, I strolled aft to the chart-house. Prompted by I know
not what, I peeped through one of the glass ports.
There stood Mr. Pike, his sou’wester doffed, his oilskins streaming
rivulets to the floor, while he, dividers and parallel rulers in hand,
bent over the chart. It was the expression of his face that startled
me. The habitual sourness had vanished. All that I could see was
anxiety and apprehension . . . yes, and age. I had never seen him look
so old; for there, at that moment, I beheld the wastage and weariness
of all his sixty-nine years of sea-battling and sea-staring.
I slipped away from the port and went along the deck to the break of
the poop, where I held on and stood staring through the gray and spray
in the conjectural direction of our drift. Somewhere, there, in the
north-east and north, I knew was a broken, iron coast of rocks upon
which the graybeards thundered. And there, in the chart-room, a
redoubtable sailorman bent anxiously over a chart as he measured and
calculated, and measured and calculated again, our position and our
drift.
And I knew it could not be. It was not the Samurai but the henchman who
was weak and wrong. Age was beginning to tell upon him at last, which
could not be otherwise than expected when one considered that no man in
ten thousand had weathered age so successfully as he.
I laughed at my moment’s qualm of foolishness and went below, well
content to meet my loved one and to rest secure in her father’s wisdom.
Of course he was right. He had proved himself right too often already
on the long voyage from Baltimore.
At dinner Mr. Pike was quite distrait. He took no part whatever in the
conversation, and seemed always to be listening to something from
without—to the vexing clang of taut ropes that came down the hollow
jiggermast, to the muffled roar of the gale in the rigging, to the
smash and crash of the seas along our decks and against our iron walls.
Again I found myself sharing his apprehension, although I was too
discreet to question him then, or afterwards alone, about his trouble.
At eight he went on deck again to take the watch till midnight, and as
I went to bed I dismissed all forebodings and speculated as to how many
more voyages he could last after this sudden onslaught of old age.
I fell asleep quickly, and awoke at midnight, my lamp still burning,
Conrad’s _Mirror of the Sea_ on my breast where it had dropped from my
hands. I heard the watches change, and was wide awake and reading when
Mr. Pike came below by the booby-hatch and passed down my hall by my
open door, on his way to his room.
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