The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.A Californian
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The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.
A Californian
San Francisco (Calif.) -- Fiction
‘Oh, no, my agitation has shaken my senses,’ cried I deliriously, and
clasping my temples; ‘he could not—no, no, Mansville! in the name of all
that you have professed, and I have believed, in the name of those vows
that are registered on high, however man may slight them; and in that
holiest name of all, the name of Him, whose bolt hangs o’er the
hypocrite, dispel these doubts and this suspense; restore me at once to
my parents, or at once name the hour for that ceremony to pass, when,
before the world, you acknowledge me as your wife!’
‘Clara,’ replied the earl, ‘since you will force me to be explicit, is
it not strange that a mind so intelligent should fancy for a moment that
it was possible for one in my rank to marry a girl in yours?’
‘The oath!—the oath!’ I cried, almost choking with emotion.
‘My heart is ever yours,’ returned he, ‘but, of my hand, I have no power
to dispose. Nay, you pass not hence.’
‘Are there no pangs, that, like the dagger, kill the heart they pierce,’
ejaculated I; ‘I cast me at your feet in agony! ’Tis Clara kneels and
supplicates! not for herself, but for the racked souls, and the gray
hairs of age! For your honor and eternal peace, restore me to my
parents.’
The earl seemed suffering the most acute mental agony, and for a moment
averted his head.
‘Clara,’ he said, in faltering accents, ‘believe my heart unchanged—my
unceasing love—’
‘Monster!’ I interrupted in delirious tones; ‘darest thou still profane
that sacred word? No, my lord, the mask is torn away,—the attachment
which was my pride is now my disgust; ’tis past! I know myself deceived,
but, thank Heaven, I am not lost! To you, my lord, the bitter hour is
not yet arrived; but, ’tis an hour that never fails to guilt. At some
unexpected moment, the blandishment of pleasure will lose their
force—the power of enjoyment will be palsied in your soul; it will awake
only to remorse. In that hour of retribution think of these words of
warning,—think of the hearts you’ve broken—think, my lord, and tremble.’
Without waiting to give utterance to another syllable, I rushed from the
room, but the voice of the earl, tempted me to stop at the door and
listen. He was apparently pacing the apartment in the most violent state
of agitation, and thus soliloquizing:—
‘The fatal truth curdles my blood like poison! I feel the hell in my
bosom. Oh, what a heart I’ve lost? Why, splendid slavery of rank, must
virtue be thy victim; why must affection be sacrificed to thee? The
peasant mates him where his heart directs, and to his lowly bride brings
happiness; his lord must fret, chained to some high-born fool; or either
pine in vain for humble loveliness, or make its innocence a martyr to
his choice. I was not born to be a betrayer. Wed! I cannot cease to
love!’
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