The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.A Californian
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The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.
A Californian
San Francisco (Calif.) -- Fiction
‘A tear,’ she observed, in gentle accents. ‘Did I not hear our Clara’s
name too? Did not your lips utter the name of our child?’
‘No, no,’ he replied, hastily rising; ‘let us, if possible, not think or
speak of her again.’
‘Well, well, dearest husband,’ returned my mother, ‘I will not urge it
now; but here is a poor creature, the daughter of—’
‘Away—away!’ hastily and vehemently interrupted my unhappy parent. ‘I
have no daughter now.’
‘No,’ replied my mother; ‘but this repentant child, the daughter of a
neighbor, is on her way to ask forgiveness of her offended father. She
faints with shame and grief, and dares not meet him. Do speak a word or
two of comfort to her, and teach her in what words she should address
him to gain his blessing, and to sooth his anguish.’
‘None,’ replied my father, hastily, and his eyes beaming wild, ‘none.
Let her not dare to look upon him. Let not her presence insult the home
her infamy has disgraced. Perhaps, too, she had a mother, rich in every
virtue. Let her shun that mother, for contamination is in her touch.
Virtue can hold no intercourse with vice, though vice, with double
baseness, kneels affecting reverence for virtue.’
I found it impossible to help groaning aloud, as I listened to my
father’s observations, and I threw myself into my mother’s arms. He
turned his eyes steadily upon me for a minute or so, and then resumed—
‘Yet hold! I will not judge too harshly; for there are shades of guilt,
and hers, perhaps, may not be of so deep a dye as to preclude
forgiveness. Perhaps her father was not affectionate—Perhaps (poor
child!) he was morose and frigid. Perhaps neglectful, cold,
unindulgent.’
‘Oh, no!’ I sobbed, and sank on my knees before him with clasped and
upraised hands, ‘he was most kind, affectionate, and good.’
‘What,’ eagerly demanded my poor parent, ‘did he love you better than
all the world?—did he rear you in domestic tenderness, and train you in
the paths of virtue?—did he clasp you to his doting heart, and in his
foolish pride proclaim his child the paragon of earth?—and did you then
blast all of his fond hopes, and clinging to another, leave him in his
storm of grief?’
Again I groaned with the almost insupportable power of my anguish, and
still remained on my knees before him.
‘Dearest husband,’ said my mother, ‘do not aggravate the dear child’s
misery. She is repentant—she is the shorn lamb, temper the storm to her
affliction, but do not add another wound to a heart already too much
lacerated.’
‘Well, well,’ returned my father, ‘be it so. I will forget my own, and
try to sooth her sorrows. Young woman, rise.’
He raised me from the earth, and taking my hand tenderly, continued:—
‘What your miseries are, I well can guess; but what your father’s
sufferings are I too well know. You fear to meet his eye; you dread to
hear his curse. A father’s curse is heavy; shall I paint this agonizing
suffering to you, child! I can do so; for I have felt it. I have it now.
I once had a daughter.’
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