The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.A Californian
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The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.
A Californian
San Francisco (Calif.) -- Fiction
Fanny lingered for a moment on the clammy pavement, but the deserted
appearance of the streets speedily decided her, and she turned into the
house and entered.
The young man was sitting at one of the tables over which he was
leaning, with his head leaning on his arms, and his countenance
concealed: but no one else was in the room. A glass stood on the table.
The man did not move when she entered, though she knew he could not be
asleep, having only entered the house a moment before.
‘What a disagreeable night,’ Fanny ventured to observe, in the hope of
attracting the young man’s attention.
At the sound of her voice he started from his seat as if he had received
a shock from a galvanic battery, and gazed with mingled wildness and
earnestness at her. Fanny started also, and staggering backwards, sank
upon a bench, and covered her face with her hands, for she had
recognized Robert Jervis, her affianced lover, in the days of her
virtuous happiness. Jervis was pale, and the unexpected meeting with one
whom he had once loved so ardently had given to his countenance an
expression of wildness and extreme agitation.
‘Has Fanny sunk so low as this? and so soon, too,’ said he, in a low
voice, rendered hoarse by the agitation of his feelings. ‘Has she who
ran away from her home become in so short a time a midnight frequenter
of overcharged, and the common associate of the vicious portion of a
class, the reputable members of which she once looked down upon with
disdain?’
‘Spare me, Robert,’ said Fanny, in a faint and broken voice, and without
removing her hands from her countenance, ‘You know not what I have
suffered—what I am suffering now.’
‘I can easily believe that,’ returned Robert, surveying her with a look
of mournful interest. ‘You have made me suffer, too—more deeply than I
can find words to express; but I will not reproach you. While you have a
heart to feel, if vice does not harden it to the core, you will find
reproaches there which I cannot spare you.’
‘I do,’ exclaimed Fanny, sobs choking her voice, and the pearly tears
trickling down her hands. ‘You cannot reproach me more severely than my
own heart does at this moment. If you knew all that I have endured and
am enduring you would pity me.’
‘Pity you!’ said Robert, who had become perfectly sober the moment he
recognized the lost girl upon whom he was now gazing. ‘I have never
ceased to pity you since the moment of my return to reason after that
hour of madness that ruined both myself and you.’
‘It was all my fault,’ sobbed Fanny, weeping as if her heart would
break.
‘It matters little now, whether the fault was wholly yours or partly
mine,’ said Robert, taking a hasty turn up and down the room. ‘It was
more the fault of that villain Blodget: may heaven’s avenging lightnings
scathe and blast him! May his own happiness and peace of mind be wrecked
as ours have been!’
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