The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.A Californian
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The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.
A Californian
San Francisco (Calif.) -- Fiction
At length she crept into the bed with her clothes on, and covered her
head with the counterpane, filled with a sensation of terror, she found
it utterly impossible to conquer. She endeavored to sleep; but her mind
was too much distressed to suffer her to succeed, and she tossed to and
fro in a state of agitation, which no one but those who have been placed
in a similar situation, can form an adequate idea of. The interview she
had had with Blodget, rushed upon her memory, and she recollected every
word that he had spoken, and which had given her every reason to
apprehend the worse consequences from his determination. Even the sight
of that inhuman man inspired her with a feeling of horror no language
can do justice to, and she dreaded a meeting with him as much as she
would have done the most fearful calamity which could have befallen her.
‘But I will be firm,’ she reflected; ‘I will muster up all my woman’s
fortitude, strong in the defence of her honor, to meet him, and oppose
his importunities in a manner that shall deter him from proceeding to
violence. Providence surely will not forsake me in this moment of bitter
trial, but will throw its protecting shield over me, and defeat the
brutal designs of the libertine and the miscreant! Yes, I will put my
trust in Heaven, and prepare to meet my heavy trials with a firmness and
resolution becoming of me!’
These thoughts somewhat composed her spirits, and after a short time
spent in further rumination, she did at last sink into a disturbed
slumber, in which she remained until the sun had risen in the eastern
horizon.
She arose, not in the least refreshed, and had not been up many minutes
when she heard the key turning in the lock, and soon afterwards the old
woman entered with the breakfast.
She placed them on the table, and then fixed upon our heroine a
scrutinizing look, and shook her head.
‘Well,’ said she, in her usual disagreeable tones;—‘pale cheeks and red
eyes; no sleep again, I suppose, it puzzles me how you young women can
live without rest? when I was your age, nothing could ever prevent my
sleeping.’
‘When the mind is oppressed with such unprecedented and heavy sorrows as
those that disturb mine,’ answered Inez—‘if it is not entirely
insensible, sleep may be courted in vain.’
‘Pho! how very melancholy and dismal you do look, to be sure,’ answered
the old woman; ‘any one would imagine that you had experienced all the
troubles in the world; but stop till you become my age, and then you may
have cause to complain.’
‘Some person’s troubles,’ returned Inez; ‘are brought on them by
themselves; by their own vices, and—’
‘Ah!’ interrupted the old woman, snappishly; ‘no doubt you think that a
very pointed and sarcastic observation, but, as the cap don’t happen to
fit me, I shall not wear it. Mr. Blodget will pay you a visit presently,
and perhaps you may deem it prudent to behave a little more civil to
him.’
Inez shuddered.
‘Oh, tell me,’ she said; ‘is he in the house?’
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