The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.A Californian
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The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.
A Californian
San Francisco (Calif.) -- Fiction
‘Lovely Clara, pardon this abruptness; often have I longed for this
opportunity, but in vain; never before have I had it in my power to
declare how the first glance of that enchanting face—’
‘Oh, my lord,’ I faltered out, in tremulous accents, ‘I must not listen
to this—leave me, I beseech you.’
‘Leave you, angelic creature!’ replied the earl, emphatically, and still
retaining his hold of my hand; ‘leave you! oh, there is madness in the
bare thought! I cannot, I will not quit your presence till you have
uttered some word of consolation—blessed me with some ray of hope!’
‘I scarcely knew how to answer;—I could not behold the object of my
love, kneeling at my feet, and soliciting my sanction to his vows
unmoved; the cold dictates of prudence would have told me instantly to
give him a decisive answer, and to force myself from his presence, but
my heart pleaded against its rigid rules. The earl noticed my emotion,
and doubtless saw his triumph, for he continued in more fervent and
emboldened terms.
‘But surely the gentle Clara cannot be so cruel as to bid one who is her
devoted slave, despair? No—no—she will impart to him a hope—’
‘Hope, my lord,’ I interrupted, recollecting myself, and the remembrance
of my mother’s words, and my own assurance, rushing upon my mind; ‘I am
a poor girl, the daughter of an humble farmer, and have no right to
listen to a man like you. Even were I no longer the mistress of my
heart, I trust I am not yet so lost to principle, my lord, as to avow it
where it might not be confessed with honor.’
The earl arose from his knee, relinquished my hand, and walked away a
few paces in much apparent agitation; then suddenly returning, he said
in tones of mingled regret and reproach:—
‘Do you deem me capable of deception? Clara, it is to make you my wife,
to give you rank and title, that I came. One word of yours can give
splendor to the home you love, and make the heart that lives but in your
kindness, happy!’
As he spoke thus, his manner became more energetic, and I felt my heart
gradually yielding!—I trembled, and longed, yet dreaded the return of my
parents; while the earl seeing the hesitation of my manner, urged his
suit with redoubled determination.
‘Clara,’ he exclaimed, ‘there is not a moment to be lost!—Can you doubt
the sincerity of my protestations? Think you that I could be the base
villain to deceive one in whom my very soul, my existence is wrapped up.
Say but the blissful word; tell me that you will become my bride, the
empress of my heart and fortune;—give me this sweet assurance, and—’
‘Oh, my lord,’ I interrupted, in a state of confusion, and agitation, I
will not attempt to describe, ‘spare me, I implore you!—I—I—’ and unable
to finish the sentence, I turned away my head, and burst into tears. The
earl again seized my hand rapturously, and encouraged, by the emotion I
evinced, his countenance became lighted up with an expression of
delight, as he exclaimed—
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