The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.A Californian
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The Mysteries and Miseries of San Francisco: Showing up all the various characters and notabilities, (both in high and low life) that have figured in San Franciso since its settlement.
A Californian
San Francisco (Calif.) -- Fiction
‘Bless me, Miss,’ said the loquacious girl, ‘what a pretty song that
was, and how prettily you sang it. Where might you have learnt it, Miss,
if I might make so bold?’
‘Where I learnt other lessons I ought never have forgotten,’ replied I,
with a deep sigh; ‘it is the song of my native village—the hymn of the
lowly heart which dwells upon every lip there, and, like a spell-word,
brings back to its name affection which e’er has been betrayed to wander
from it. It is the first music heard by infancy in its cradle; and the
villagers blending it with their earliest and tenderest recollections,
never cease to feel its magic power, till they cease to live.’
‘How natural that is,’ returned Celia; ‘just like my nurse used to nurse
me to sleep with a song, which I have never heard since without
nodding.’
‘Has the earl been inquiring for me, Celia?’ I asked.
‘He has been here this morning, and has only just gone,’ replied the
maid; ‘but only see what lovely things he has left you, Miss!’
‘And Celia displayed a costly dress, and several articles of jewellery,
of which I expressed my admiration. But suddenly, gloomy thoughts again
came over me, and while tears trembled in my eyes, I ejaculated:—
‘But can these baubles make me happy? Ah! never! The heart that’s ill at
ease is made more wretched by the splendor which laughs in awful
mockery, around its dreariness.’
‘The presence of Celia embarrassed me; I wished to indulge in melancholy
thought alone, but she seemed determined not to take my hints for her to
leave me, and at last I only got rid of her by requesting that she would
fetch me a book that I had been reading the day previously. When she had
left the room, with much agitation, I unlocked my cabinet, and took out
the plain village dress, I had worn when I quitted my home. The sight of
this tortured my brain, and while deep sobs of anguish almost choked my
voice, I thus soliloquized:—
‘And shall I remain here, dazzled and betrayed by the splendor with
which I am surrounded? Shall I still rack my parent’s hearts, and—I—will
escape! Escape! no, no—I can brave the shocks of fate, but not a
father’s eye: to expose myself to his wrath—no, no! my heart’s not
strong enough for that.’
‘I was interrupted by the return of Celia with the book, who, on seeing
the village dress in the chaise, expressed the utmost astonishment.’
‘Lor’ bless me, Miss!’ ejaculated the girl, ‘what’s this dress doing
here?—Whoever could have put such trumpery in the way?’
As she spoke, she snatched it up, and was going to throw it aside when I
sprang forward emphatically, and hastily took it from her.
‘Give it back!’ I cried, ‘that humble dress was mine;—I cast it off—the
splendor that has replaced it, is the source of the most bitter
misery!—Oh, my forsaken parents;—Come hither, Celia;—I have no one here
of my own sex to talk to—no one to listen to my sorrows. I—’
‘Pray speak freely to me, Miss,’ observed Celia; ‘though humble, you’ll
not find me insincere.’
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