"I have merely told you the brief facts. The details you would find far
more puzzling."
"Then to speak frankly, although you have never openly quarrelled with
the lieutenant, you fear him?"
"That is so. He can denounce me--I mean he can make a terrible charge
against me which I am unable to refute," she admitted breathlessly.
"And yet you will not allow me to help you! You disagree with my plan
to denounce the scoundrel and let him take his well-deserved punishment!
I must say I really can't understand you," I declared.
"Perhaps not to-day. But some day you will discern the reason why I
decline to confess to you the whole truth," was her firm reply.
And I looked at her slim tragic figure in silence and in wonder.
What was the end to be? Was she aware that her father was the leader of
that association of well-dressed thieves, or was she in ignorance of it?
That was a question I could not yet decide.
I thought of Ella--my own Ella. It was she whom I had determined to
save. That was my duty; a duty to perform before all others, and in
defiance of all else. She loved me. She had admitted that. Therefore
I would leave no stone unturned on her behalf, no matter how it might
affect the stubbornly silent girl at my side.
I saw that I could not serve them both. Ella was my chief thought. She
should, in future, be my only thought.
"I much regret all this," I said to Lucie somewhat coldly. "And pardon
me for saying so, but I think that if you had spoken frankly this
evening much of the trouble in the future would be saved. But as you
are determined to say nothing, I am simply compelled to act as I think
best in Ella's interests."
"Act just as you will, Mr Leaf," was her rather defiant response. "I
trust, however, you will do nothing rash nor injudicious--nothing that
may injure her, instead of benefit her. As for myself, to hope to
assist me is utterly out of the question. The die is cast. Nardini
intended that disgrace and death should fall upon me, or he would have
surely spoken," and sighing hopelessly she added: "I have only to await
the end, and pray that it will not be long in coming. This suspense I
cannot bear much longer, looking as I daily do into the open grave
which, on the morrow, may be mine. Heaven knows the tortures I endure,
the bitter regrets, the mad hatred, the wistful longing for life and
happiness, those two things that never now can be mine. Place yourself
in my position, and try and imagine that whatever may be your life,
there is but one sudden and shameful end--suicide."
"You look upon things in far too morbid a light," I declared, not,
however, without some sympathy. "There is a bright lining to every
cloud' the old adage says. Try and look forward to that."
She shook her head despairingly.
"No," she answered, with a short bitter laugh. "Proverbs are for the
prosperous--not for the condemned."
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