"Listen, Belllounds. I'll tell you!... The ways of God are inscrutable.
I've been twenty years tryin' to atone for the wrong I did Collie's
mother. I've been a prospector for the trouble of others. I've been a
bearer of their burdens. An' if I can save Collie's happiness an' her
soul, I reckon I won't be denied the peace of meetin' her mother in the
other world.... I recognized Collie the moment I laid eyes on her. She
favors her mother in looks, an' she has her mother's sensitiveness, her
fire an' pride, an' she even has her voice. It's low an' sweet--alto,
they used to call it.... But I'd recognized Collie as my own if I'd been
blind an' deaf.... It's over eighteen years ago that we had the trouble.
I was no boy, but I was terribly in love with Lucy. An' she loved me
with a passion I never learned till too late. We came West from
Missouri. She was born in Texas. I had a rovin' disposition an' didn't
stick long at any kind of work. But I was lookin' for a ranch. My wife
had some money an' I had high hopes. We spent our first year of married
life travelin' through Kansas. At Dodge I got tied up for a while. You
know, in them days Dodge was about the wildest camp on the plains. My
wife's brother run a place there. He wasn't much good. But she thought
he was perfect. Strange how blood-relations can't see the truth about
their own people! Anyway, her brother Spencer had no use for me, because
I could tell how slick he was with the cards an' beat him at his own
game. Spencer had a gamblin' pard, a cowboy run out of Texas, one Cap
Fol--But no matter about his name. One night they were fleecin' a
stranger an' I broke into the game, winnin' all they had. The game ended
in a fight, with bloodshed, but nobody killed. That set Spencer an' his
pard Cap against me. The stranger was a planter from Louisiana. He'd
been an officer in the rebel army. A high-strung, handsome Southerner,
fond of wine an' cards an' women. Well, he got to payin' my wife a good
deal of attention when I was away, which happened to be often. She never
told me. I was jealous those days.
"My little girl you call Columbine was born there durin' a long absence
of mine. When I got home Lucy an' the baby were gone. Also the
Southerner!... Spencer an' his pard Cap, an' others they had in the
deal, proved to me, so it seemed, that the little girl was not really
mine!... An' so I set out on a hunt for my wife an' her lover. I found
them. An' I killed him before her eyes. But she was innocent, an' so was
he, as came out too late. He'd been, indeed, her friend. She scorned me.
She told me how her brother Spencer an' his friends had established
guilt of mine that had driven her from me.
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