"Wade, I want some elk steak," old Belllounds had said the day before.
"Nothin' like a good rump steak! I was raised on elk meat. Now hyar,
more'n a week ago I told you I wanted some. There's elk all around. I
heerd a bull whistle at sunup to-day. Made me wish I was young ag'in!...
You go pack in an elk."
"I haven't run across any bulls lately," Wade had replied, but he did
not mention that he had avoided such a circumstance. The fact was Wade
admired and loved the elk above all horned wild animals. So strange was
his attitude toward elk that he had gone meat-hungry many a time with
these great stags bugling near his camp.
As he climbed the yellow, grassy mountain-side, working round above the
valley, his mind was not centered on the task at hand, but on Wilson
Moore, who had come to rely on him with the unconscious tenacity of a
son whose faith in his father was unshakable. The crippled cowboy kept
his hope, kept his cheerful, grateful spirit, obeyed and suffered with a
patience that was fine. There had been no improvement in his injured
foot. Wade worried about that much more than Moore. The thing that
mostly occupied the cowboy was the near approach of October first, with
its terrible possibility for him. He did not talk about it, except when
fever made him irrational, but it was plain to Wade how he prayed and
hoped and waited in silence. Strange how he trusted Wade to avert
catastrophe of Columbine's marriage! Yet such trust seemed familiar to
Wade, as he reflected over past years. Had he not wanted such trust--had
he not invited it?
For twenty years no happiness had come to Wade in any sense comparable
to that now secretly his, as he lived near Columbine Belllounds,
divining more and more each day how truly she was his own flesh and the
image of the girl he had loved and married and wronged. Columbine was
his daughter. He saw himself in her. And Columbine, from being strongly
attracted to him and trusting in him and relying upon him, had come to
love him. That was the most beautiful and terrible fact of his
life--beautiful because it brought back the past, her babyhood, and his
barren years, and gave him this sudden change, where he lived
transported with the sense and the joy of his possession. It was
terrible because she was unhappy, because she was chained to duty and
honor, because ruin faced her, and lastly because Wade began to have the
vague, gloomy intimations of distant tragedy. Far off, like a cloud on
the horizon, but there! Long ago he had learned the uselessness of
fighting his morbid visitations. But he clung to hope, to faith in life,
to the victory of the virtuous, to the defeat of evil. A thousand proofs
had strengthened him in that clinging.
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