Austria -- Fiction; Devil -- Fiction; Middle Ages -- Fiction
For as much as a year Satan continued these visits, but at last he
came less often, and then for a long time he did not come at all.
This always made me lonely and melancholy. I felt that he was losing
interest in our tiny world and might at any time abandon his visits
entirely. When one day he finally came to me I was overjoyed, but only
for a little while. He had come to say good-by, he told me, and for
the last time. He had investigations and undertakings in other corners
of the universe, he said, that would keep him busy for a longer period
than I could wait for his return.
“And you are going away, and will not come back any more?”
“Yes,” he said. “We have comraded long together, and it has been
pleasant--pleasant for both; but I must go now, and we shall not see
each other any more.”
“In this life, Satan, but in another? We shall meet in another, surely?”
[Illustration: “LIFE ITSELF IS ONLY A VISION, A DREAM”]
Then, all tranquilly and soberly, he made the strange answer, “_There
is no other._”
A subtle influence blew upon my spirit from his, bringing with it a
vague, dim, but blessed and hopeful feeling that the incredible words
might be true--even must be true.
“Have you never suspected this, Theodor?”
“No. How could I? But if it can only be true--”
“It is true.”
A gust of thankfulness rose in my breast, but a doubt checked it before
it could issue in words, and I said, “But--but--we have seen that
future life--seen it in its actuality, and so--”
“It was a vision--it had no existence.”
I could hardly breathe for the great hope that was struggling in me. “A
vision?--a vi--”
“_Life itself is only a vision, a dream._”
It was electrical. By God! I had had that very thought a thousand times
in my musings!
“_Nothing_ exists; all is a dream. God--man--the world--the sun, the
moon, the wilderness of stars--a dream, all a dream; they have no
existence. _Nothing exists save empty space--and you!_”
“I!”
“And you are not you--you have no body, no blood, no bones, you are but
a _thought_. I myself have no existence; I am but a dream--your dream,
creature of your imagination. In a moment you will have realized this,
then you will banish me from your visions and I shall dissolve into
the nothingness out of which you made me....
“I am perishing already--I am failing--I am passing away. In a
little while you will be alone in shoreless space, to wander its
limitless solitudes without friend or comrade forever--for you will
remain a _thought_, the only existent thought, and by your nature
inextinguishable, indestructible. But I, your poor servant, have
revealed you to yourself and set you free. Dream other dreams, and
better!
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