Detective and mystery stories; Embezzlement -- Fiction; England -- Fiction
And, now, Kitty Thornton had need of all her courage.
The fate of the Eversleighs was in her hands; she could save them, but
at what a price!
The sacrifice of her own happiness.
She could save them, but only by condemning herself to misery for the
rest of her life.
As she sat thinking, thinking of the wretchedness that must be hers as
the wife of Bennet, the poor girl closed her eyes, as if thus she could
shut out that blank and dreary prospect. She had no illusions as to the
nature of the man. In her heart she called him a bully and a brute, and
she knew he was a desperate gambler. Her life with him could be nothing
but one long horror.
"I cannot marry him," she said, rebelling against the harshness and
bitterness of the dilemma thrust upon her.
"But what then?" she asked herself.
She knew Bennet would keep his word did she refuse to marry him; Francis
Eversleigh would be arrested, and he and his family overwhelmed in one
common ruin.
"How can I permit it?" she said.
Hitherto she had striven to keep the thought of her lover, Gilbert, out
of her mind, so as to be able to reason more clearly, but in its
background Gilbert had always been. She loved him with her whole heart,
and it was seldom that, consciously or unconsciously, she was not
thinking about him. She had looked forward with pride and joy to being
his wife. And now?
Bennet had declared that Gilbert's father's ruin would be Gilbert's ruin
too.
And she could save him.
"I must, I must," said Kitty, bravely, but her heart was cold as ice.
"Cost me what it may, I must save him from ruin."
She told herself that it was her duty to make this sacrifice for her
lover's sake, and she tried to steel herself to the idea. But when she
thought of the long and bitter years that lay before her as the wife of
Harry Bennet, her courage grew less and less.
"I must not think of _that_," she said; "if I do, I shall break down. I
must think, and think only, of saving them from the ruin which threatens
them all."
Still the tears would come into her eyes. She wiped them away, however,
and when she went down to dinner showed no traces of them. Her eyes were
suspiciously bright, and the spots of colour on her cheeks were less
brilliant than usual, but her aspect was so little different from what
it generally was that even Helen Eversleigh, who looked at her
inquiringly when they met, did not observe any change in her appearance.
Francis Eversleigh was at the head of the table, and from time to time
he shot a quick glance at her. He had heard from his daughter, Helen,
that Bennet had called that afternoon, and he felt sure Bennet had told
the girl all. He expected she would speak to him on the subject after
dinner, and he dreaded it. What would she say to him? What would she do?
What had she said to Bennet?
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