Mary, Queen of Scots, 1542-1587; Queens -- Scotland -- Biography; Scotland -- History -- Mary Stuart, 1542-1567
I went my waye to supper. This bearer shall tell you of my arryving.
He praied me to com agayn, which I did: and he told me his grefe,
and that he wold make no testament, but leave all unto me and that I
was cause of his sicknes for the sorrow he had, that I was so strange
unto him. And (said he) you asked what I ment in my letter to speak of
cruelty. It was of your cruelty who will not accepte my offres and
repentance I avowe that I have done amisse, but not that I have always
disauowed; and so have many other of your subjects don and you have
well pardonid them.
I am young.
You will saye that you have also pardoned me many tymes and that I
returne to my fault. May not a man of my age for want of counsell,
fayle twise or thrise and mysse of promes and at the last repent and
rebuke him selfe by his experience? Yf I may obtayn this pardon I
protest I will neuer make faulte agayne. And I ask nothing but that we
may be at bed and table togiether as husband and wife; and if you
will not I will never rise from this bed. I pray you tell me your
resolution heerof. God knoweth that I am punished to have made my God
of you and had no other mynd but of you. And when I offende you
somtyme, you are cause thereof: for if I thought, whan anybody doth
any wrong to me, that I might for my refuge make my mone thereof unto
you, I wold open it to no other, but when I heare anything being not
familiar with you, I must keep it in my mynd and that --makith me out
of my wytt-- troublith my wittes for anger.
I did still answair him but that shall be too long. In the end I asked
him why he wold go in the English shipp. He doth disavow it and
swearith so, and confessith to have spoken to the men. Afterwards I
asked him of the inquisition of Hiegate. He denyed it till I told him
the very wordes, and then he said that Minto sent him word that it was
said, that som of the counsayle had brought me a letter to signe to
putt him in prison, and to kill him if he did resiste and that he
asked this of Minto himself, who said vnto him that he thought it was
true. I will talke with him to morrowe vpon that poynte. The rest as
Wille Hiegate hath confessed; but it was the next daye that he cam
hither.
In the end he desyred much that I shuld lodge in his lodging. I have
refused it. I have told him that he must be pourged and that could not
be don heere. He said unto me ‘I have hard saye that you have brought
the lytter, but I wold rather have gon with yourselfe.’ I told him
that so I wolde myself bring him to Cragmillar, that the phisicians
and I also might cure him without being farr from my sonne. He said
that he was ready when I wolde so as I wolde assure him of his
requeste.
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