Bertha, more motionless and pallid than marble, listened to him
breathlessly.
"It is true, then," continued the sick man, "that these lovely eyes
conceal a soul of filth! Ah, who would not have been deceived, as I was?
Bertha, what did you dream of when you were sleeping in my arms?
Tremorel came, and you thought you saw in him the ideal of your dreams.
You admired the precocious wrinkles which betrayed an exhausted life,
like the fatal seal which marks the fallen archangel's forehead. Your
love, without thought of mine, rushed toward him, though he did not
think of you. You went to evil as if it were your nature. And yet I
thought you more immaculate than the Alpine snows. You did not even have
a struggle with yourself; you betrayed no confusion which would reveal
your first fault to me. You brought me your forehead soiled with his
kisses without blushing."
Weariness overcame his energies; his voice became little by little
feebler and less distinct.
"You had your happiness in your hands, Bertha, and you carelessly
destroyed it, as the child breaks the toy of whose value he is ignorant.
What did you expect from this wretch for whom you had the frightful
courage to kill me, with a kiss upon your lips, slowly, hour by hour?
You thought you loved him, but disgust ought to have come at last. Look
at him, and judge between us. See which is the--man--I, extended on this
bed where I shall soon die, or he shivering there in a corner. You have
the energy of crime, but he has only the baseness of it. Ah, if my name
was Hector de Tremorel, and a man had spoken as I have just done, that
man should live no longer, even if he had ten revolvers like this I am
holding to defend himself with!"
Hector, thus taunted, tried to get up and reply; but his legs would not
support him, and his throat only gave hoarse, unintelligible sounds.
Bertha, as she looked at the two men, recognized her error with rage and
indignation. Her husband, at this moment, seemed to her sublime; his
eyes gleamed, his face was radiant; while the other--the other! She felt
sick with disgust when she but glanced toward him.
Thus all these deceptive chimeras after which she had run, love,
passion, poetry, were already hers; she had held them in her hands and
she had not been able to perceive it. But what was Sauvresy's purpose?
He continued, painfully:
"This then, is our situation; you have killed me, you are going to be
free, yet you hate and despise each other--"
He stopped, and seemed to be suffocating; he tried to raise himself on
his pillow and to sit up in bed, but found himself too feeble.
"Bertha," said he, "help me get up."
She leaned over the bed, and taking her husband in her arms, succeeded
in placing him as he wished. He appeared more at ease in his new
position, and took two or three long breaths.
"Now," he said, "I should like something to drink. The doctor lets me
take a little old wine, if I have a fancy for it; give me some."
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