The Mystery of the LocksHowe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
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The Mystery of the Locks
Howe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mystery fiction; Nebraska -- Fiction
"Must all my pretty castles come tumbling down, then?" she said, in a
tone of regret. "Can this be the sum of life, this round of dull days?
This dreaming which you say is so dangerous--I have always believed it
to be ambition--has been the only solace of my life. I have longed so
intensely to mingle with more intelligent people than we have here, that
I cannot believe it was wrong; I almost believe you are dangerous, and I
will leave you."
She walked half way down the aisle, as if intending to go out, but as
Dorris did not move, and continued looking at the floor, she came back
again.
"That is what you ought to do--go away and never come into my presence
again," he said, raising his eyes and looking into her face. "That was a
good resolve; you should carry it out."
Annie Benton looked puzzled as she asked why.
"Because every honest sentiment I ever expressed seemed wrong, and
against the established order. The friendship of the people does not
suit me--neither does their love; and, miserable beggar though I am to
feel dissatisfied with that which The King offers, I am not content with
it. I wander aimlessly about, seeking--I know not what. A more
insignificant man than I it would be difficult to find; but in a world
of opulence, this mendicant, this Prince Myself, finds nothing that
satisfies him. A beggar asking to be chooser, I reject those things that
men prize, and set my heart upon that which is cheap but impossible.
Sent into the world to long for an impossibility, I have fulfilled my
mission so faithfully that I sometimes wonder that I am not rewarded for
it. _You_ must not follow a path that ends in such a place."
He pointed out of the window, and the girl thought he referred to The
Locks; certainly it was not a cheerful prospect.
"For you, who are satisfied with everything around you, and who greet
every new day for its fresh pleasures, I am a dangerous companion, for
my discontent is infectious. And though I warn you to go away, you are a
suspicion of that which I have sought so long. Your music has lulled me
into the only peace I have ever known; but principle--which has always
guided me into that which was distasteful--demands that I advise you to
keep out of my company, though I cannot help hoping that you will not
heed the advice."
"I regret that what you say--that I am contented with everything around
me--is not true," the girl replied, "but though I am not, and wish I
were, I do not repine as you do. You are the gloomiest man I ever knew."
"Not at all gloomy," he answered. "Listen to my laugh. I will laugh at
myself."
Surely such a good-natured laugh was never heard before; and it was
contagious, too, for the girl joined him in it, finally, though neither
of them knew what they were laughing about.
"I seldom afflict my friends with melancholy," he said, "for I am
usually gay. Gay! I am the gayest man in the world; but the organ caused
me to forget. It's all over now; let's laugh some more."
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