The Mystery of the LocksHowe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
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The Mystery of the Locks
Howe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mystery fiction; Nebraska -- Fiction
"You may regard what I have said as impudent," Dorris continued, "and
think that while you are satisfactory to me, I would not be to you. I am
not now, but I would give a great deal to convince you that I am the man
you dreamed of when you last put wedding-cake under your pillow,
providing you ever did such a ridiculous thing. It is not conceit for me
to say that I believe I could compel you to respect me, therefore I
regret that we have ever met at all, for I am not at liberty to woo you
honorably; if you want to know why, I will tell you, for I would place
my life in your hands without the slightest hesitation, and feel secure;
but it is enough for the present to say that nothing could happen which
would surprise me. I am in trouble; though I would rather tell you of it
than have you surmise what it is, for I am not ashamed of it. I can
convince you--or any one with equally good sense--that I am not nearly
so bad as many who live in peace. Would you like to hear my history?"
"No," she replied; "for you would soon regret telling it to me, and I
fear that you will discover some time that I am not worthy of the many
kind things you have said about me. I am only a woman, and when you know
me better you will find that I am not the one you have been looking for
so long and so patiently."
"Excuse me if I contradict you in that," he said with as much grave
earnestness as though he had been talking politics, and found it
necessary to take issue with her. "You _are_ the one. Once there came to
me in a dream a face which I have loved ever since. This was early in
life, and during all the years which have brought me nothing but
discontent and wretchedness, it has been my constant companion; the one
little pleasure of my life. From the darkness that surrounded me, the
face has always been looking at me; and whatever I have accomplished--I
have accomplished nothing in Davy's Bend, but my life has been busy
elsewhere--has been prompted by a desire to please this strange friend.
I have never been able to dismiss my trouble--I have had no more than my
share, perhaps, as you have said, but there is enough trouble in the
world to render us all unhappy--except to welcome the recollection of
the dream; and although I have often admitted to myself that this
communion with the unreal was absurd, and unworthy of a sensible man, it
has afforded me a contentment that I failed to find in anything else;
therefore the fancy made a strong impression on my mind, and it grew
stronger as I grew older, causing me many a heartache because there was
nothing in life like it. Most men have dreams of greatness, but my only
wish was to find the face that always came out of the shadows at my
bidding."
He paused for a moment, looking into the empty air, where his dream
seemed to realize before him, for he looked intently at it, and went on
to describe it.
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