The Mystery of the LocksHowe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
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The Mystery of the Locks
Howe, E. W. (Edgar Watson)
City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mystery fiction; Nebraska -- Fiction
"Is what you have said to me exactly true?"
"Upon my honor; exactly true," he answered.
"Is there no morbid selfishness in it; no foolish fancy?"
"Upon my honor, none!"
"Do you believe I am your dream come true with the same matter-of-fact
belief which convinces you that there is a ferry in the river?"
She pointed out the boat as it moved lazily through the water, and as he
looked at it he seemed to resolve the matter carefully in his mind.
"Yes," he answered, "I am as certain that you are the woman I have loved
devotedly all my life, as I am certain that there is a river at the foot
of the hill. What I have said to you is generally regarded as
sentimental nonsense except when it is protected by the charity of a
sweetheart or a wife; but it is in every man's heart, though it is
sometimes never expressed, and my idle life here has made me bold enough
to state that it is true. I have been seeking contentment with so much
eagerness, and know so well that it is hard to find, that I have come to
believe that there is but one more chance, and that I would find what I
lack in the love of a woman like you. Even if I should discover by
experience that I am mistaken in this belief, I would feel better off
than I ever did before; for I would then conclude that my fancies were
wrong, and that I was as well off as any man; but this feeling will
always be denied me, for I am denied the privilege of happiness now that
it is within my reach. My lonely life here has wrung a confession from
me which I should have kept to myself, but it is every word true; you
can depend on that."
Annie Benton seemed satisfied with the answers he had made, and there
was another long silence between them.
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