"What folly? I have work to do in Tunis. I must go there."
"Why, you can't think of such a thing, my dear child."
"Oh! enough of your paternal airs, Jenkins. I know what is hidden
underneath. Pray talk to me as you did just now. I prefer you as the
bulldog, rather than as the fawning cur. I'm less afraid of you."
"Very good! I tell you that you must be mad to go to that country all
alone, young and lovely as you are."
"Why, am I not always alone? Would you have me take Constance, at her
age?"
"What about me?"
"You?" She emphasized the word with a most satirical laugh. "And Paris?
and your patients? Deprive Paris of its Cagliostro! No, indeed, never!"
"I am thoroughly resolved, however, to follow you wherever you go," said
Jenkins, with decision.
There was a moment's pause. Paul wondered if it were very dignified in
him to listen to this discussion, which seemed pregnant with terrible
disclosures. But, in addition to his fatigue, an unconquerable curiosity
glued him to his place. It seemed to him that the engrossing enigma by
which he had been so long puzzled and disturbed, to which his mind still
held by the end of its veil of mystery, was about to speak at last, to
reveal itself, to disclose the woman, sorrowful or perverse, hidden
beneath the shell of the worldly artist. So he remained perfectly still,
holding his breath, but with no need to listen closely; for the others,
believing themselves alone in the hotel, allowed their passions and
their voices to rise without restraint.
"After all, what do you want of me?"
"I want you."
"Jenkins!"
"Yes, yes, I know; you have forbidden me ever to utter such words before
you; but others than I have said them to you and more too--"
Two nervous steps brought her nearer to the apostle, placed the
breathless contempt of her retort close to his broad sensual face.
"And if that were true, villain! If I were unable to defend myself
against disgust and ennui, if I did lose my pride, is it for you to
mention it? As if you were not the cause of it, as if you had not
withered and saddened my life forever."
And three swift, burning words revealed to the horrified Paul de Gery
the shocking scene of that assault disguised by loving guardianship,
against which the girl's spirit and mind and dreams had had to struggle
so long, and which had left her the incurable depression of premature
sorrow, a loathing for life almost before it had begun, and that curl at
the corner of the lip like the visible wreck of a smile.
"I loved you,--I love you. Passion carries everything before it,"
Jenkins replied in a hollow voice.
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